.hoam.

i am sleepy

but hey, Kate and Laura Mulleavy of Rodarte. They rocks!

muah~

sophie black (isn't this just gorgeous?)

how are you people?? =D i wish you all the happiest and the best. i have a fun, great and lazy weekend. but today i feel extra happy. let me tell you something. i went to this talk "Good Drawer ≠ Good Commercial Illustrator – Being Artistic and Realistic" by Sokkuan. i am so glad that i went there last saturday. i knew this event from my friend.. well, not exactly like that. this event was posted on OIC site. i knew about OIC from my friend. i went to their site and i found this event. sounds interesting. coz i wish one day i can really be as good as those illustrator and i wanted to be children book illustrator. -.-" poor me my creativity and imaginary not that powerful like them so as my drawing. but i'll try harder. i have to! =)

oh yeah, i feel extra happy coz' sokkuan is a very nice artist. i asked her for some advices, talked to her in person after the talk... coz i wasn't dare to speak up and ask qs during the q & a session. =p forgive me. i have no guts i never have. hahaha. but i am happy that i talked to her. and she is being so kind and let me meet up with her face to face this saturday. how happy i am! do check out her works here. i love her sophie black character. i still remember i was admiring sophie black last few years when ION orchard wasn't open yet. i was wondering who is the artist that created sophie black. i totally love this character. and now i can see and talk to her in person. =D thank you, sokkuan =D can't wait until we meet again. *biting my nails

.rabbits me like u.

again!! i love love love love RABBIDS

they are so cute so dumb and funny

i want to have a wii so i can play with them hahaha

.give thanks.

i had rough days these few months. starts from there to here. i feel like shit sometimes and i just want to shout out loud so that the world would notice me and Daddy J could hear me. i wish i can get better job and especially the job that i really love. i learnt alot from this current job well.. mentally. my mom told me to endure it and just put my heart on it. eventho i don;t like it. i feel like crying sometimes.. i feel like this has no meaning. it happens again about my personal life. i might or might not be with the one i care. i feels like Daddy J been testing me. see if i can gone thru this state.

yesterday service really woke me up. instead of keep on complaining, i should give thanks to the mighty Lord for He who gave me this breath of life and allowed me to sit right here and typing this. i always blind and never look around me. never look at how lucky i am with this life, my parents, my sisters, him, my best friends. eventho i don't get what i want, that doesn't mean i won't get it one day. i just need to work harder as God has His own plan for me. i am sure that plan is as beautiful as the flowers and butterflies that He created. forgive me Lord for being so selfish.

"You turned my wailing into dancing. You removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy, that my heart may sing to you and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give you thanks forever."

.crying earth.

.happisis.

the earth is crying <--- my sister said

.151010.

.happisis.

how are you guys? i am sure everyone is doing good no.. amazing! these few days are kinda rough for me. i guess the world doesn't really like me. hummph! but i have to keep on moving, no? all those rough days will be the bonus lessons that i never get from school. waaahhh... so tired today! i wish everyone be great and happy.