. wreck it owl! .

LOVE THIS! OWL CITY X WRECK IT RALPH! uh oh! nice! :D

. miss you mom and dad .

. love .

eventho i always get scolded by mom and dad

. i try to dream .

oh yes, i am still at the office and the time strikes 10.12pm hummm but i enjoy it being at the room. noone here after 7 and i am doing work peacefully. and while i am rendering the video, i keep repeating what i have been doing because of my after effects keep on crashing. duh! computer never likes me. sigh! but it's alright i have "SMASH" to accompanied me :D just finished watching it and... my rendering is not finished yet. haha! got to wait for another few minutes i supposed. i just love smash! love all the songs and the sweet katherine mcphee. 

ahhh, here is the catchy song from uh.. i forget which ep. ;p. enjoy!

. happi monday! .

. i had this as my alarm sound and it never fails to woke me up .

. this used to be my alarm sound but sometimes it failed on waking me up .

i am happi today! oh well, these few days!! just because my mom and dad were here :D they suddenly came here last friday with friends. so glad to have them at home. home feel lively again. but then again, they have to go back to indo and the flight was this morning. it was fun talking and joking around with mom, dad and also uncles and aunties haha. yesterday, i spent my afternoon tea with dad, and his two friends. it was fun indeed! eventho i spent it with 3 old man :p. yesterday night, before i went to bed i feel like a little girl again. it is sure brings back memories. dad always kiss us on the forehead good night and make sure we all feel warm while we are sleeping. i used to fake-sleep coz it was bed time but instead, i talked on the phone with friends ahha. and  :p dad always caught me. anw, it was so fun and lovely back then. oh of course it never change until now, still fun. just that we are here and our parents are in indonesia. miss them! so, i was keep on sneezing and my dad came to my room and apply vicks on my nose just like i was a lil kid :p ehhehe. miss you dad! 

the other thing is, i wasn't sure what is going on actually with one of my friend. i got ignored and she seems unhappy with me but suddenly today it seems like nothing happened. oh well, it is weird but i am happi! haha! 

i feel blessed! thanks Daddy J! 

. breeze .

when you are not feeling too happy and people are bad towards you, listen to chopin! oh yes and tchaikovsky too. both my fave!

. tune .

. melting .

am gonna melt! this song is soooo cute! :D

. watashi no koi wa hocchikisu .

. my love is stapler .

Why is it this way? On nights like this my mind begins to stray
I try to write my feelings for you down, the things I cannot say
Maybe it's a phase, but don't think I am going to change my ways
And one by one the sheets around me grow, with the love I'm scared to show
If only I could find some way to calculate the odds you'll love me back
I have hope my loves on track

I'll take these hopes and these dreams wishing that they'll come true
And take my fears and my tears and I'll throw them in two
Staple them with the love that I feel, that's all that I can do
I'll put the sheets in a pile, make the stapler go quick
But then I looked at the stacks, I have gotten too thick
Guess I have too much I want to share than get my message through
Until tomorrow then

. love .

. love .

. happi v day! .

flowers, chocolates, teddy bears, sweet words you named it. we heard them alot on this lovely valentine's day. what i would love to do now beside the fact that i am not feeling well, staying at home and rest is, listening to nat king cole's voice or jhonny hartman's enjoying a glass of wine (eventho it is too fancy for me, i am not a wine person) eating chocolate and love myself more each day (sound sad and selfish, but whatever) but then again, instead of doing that, i am watching "the audrey hepburn story" get on and off bed, because the med is giving this super drowsy effect -.-" should i continue with breakfast at tiff? :D have a lovely day, you guys *wink

. on top .

okay, i am not a fans of beyonce. but i just can't stop but keep on playing this song. sweet! she is so pretty and sexy!

. smile .

. i wish someone have that kind of feeling towards me haha! someone someday sometime ;p #daydreaming .

just came back from a fun day :D i went to church this morning (yes, Daddy i am sorry i've been slacking), met julia and kenny. after church we went for lunch at JTOWN! my, i never really tried there before.. only heard it from my sister who said the indo food is nice there. and so we went there and yes, i love the food :D.

and i spent my afternoon til evening at mike's place with jz and allex with sex and the city 1! but i feel asleep, guess i am too tired these days :P or may be because mike's place is my favourite place! cozy home. i always fall asleep there. oops! i did shared stuff and i am just feeling happy about it. lol! miss those times where we all gather alot at mike's... talk nonsense, eat, watching movie.

we ended the day with eating at al forno. it is near here.. (my place) yeah, mike's place is near my place! we all walked there. boy, i got to say i like the risotto and the pizza :D now i feel bloated :P

. as we were waiting for the foods, we were chatting but then we were doodling on the table

the girl is mine and the snowman looking guy is jz's .

. the risotto was nice! not too creamy. i thot it wasn't rich enough and i told mike that and he got the point, if the cream is rich i won't be able to finished the entire thing! i love love the mixed seadfood .

. and after they cleared the plates i doodle again .

will go out and celebrate jz bday this friday! can't wait :D how i love hang out with three of them :D

and i just talked to my former teacher on fb! how cool is that? :) i miss her.

. rehab .

. love love love! amy winehouse inspires jean paul gaultier .

. for me .

i was at that cd shop and this song was playing in the shop. and dang! it hit me. haha this song definitely for me ;p but still i don't think this song help much.. -.-". i wish i can feel it.

. You are good .

v sent me this link and i am listening to the song. i feel blessed, joy and peace :) and i recalled what i've been thru last year and what is happening this new year up until today. how lots of things changed me and how i become stronger each day. i still remember how Daddy J hold my hand each day and help me gone thru all the sadness. i am happy to know Him, to have Him in my life up until today. i am imperfect, i am a kid with lots of sin but yet He is still nice to me. i love you Daddy and thank you for last year.

You are good, You are goodWhen there's nothing good in meYou are love, You are loveOn display for all to seeYou are light, You are lightWhen the darkness closes inYou are hope, You are hopeYou have covered all my sin
You are peace, You are peaceWhen my fear is cripplingYou are true, You are trueEven in my wanderingYou are joy, You are joyYou're the reason that I singYou are life, You are life,In You death has lost its sting
Oh, I'm running to Your arms,I'm running to Your armsThe riches of Your loveWill always be enoughNothing compares to Your embraceLight of the world forever reign
You are more, You are moreThan my words will ever sayYou are Lord, You are LordAll creation will proclaimYou are here, You are hereIn Your presence I'm made wholeYou are God, You are GodOf all else I'm letting go
Oh, I'm running to Your armsI'm running to Your armsThe riches of Your loveWill always be enoughNothing compares to Your embraceLight of the world forever reign
My heart will singno other NameJesus, Jesus
Oh, I'm running to Your armsI'm running to Your armsThe riches of Your loveWill always be enoughNothing compares to Your embraceLight of the world forever reign

. humm .

a friend posted on fb and it is indeed beautiful but why so painful? gee... i wish i will never ever feel that pain again. that's why girl *focus!

damn it, this song brought me to tears :(

. i like it like it like it .

oooohh blog!! me so tired o.O" not enough sleep! and tummy ache eversince i came back from my happi trip! dateline is near!!!! i am rushing rushing the project like a tu tu tu tu like a train. yes yes! too little time to finished the project. humph but i hope the couple love it. and i'd like to share this! this song keep me happi! lol my friend sent me and i am addicted to it! nitey!

*faint!

. da bump .

cute cute song i don't know a single word but i like it!

oh blog oh blog! i am officially hooked by the korean songs! lol! the cute, the sweet one, the romantic. all of them ahhaha! but not the sad song please. am not in the mood for sad and emotional song! so, i have this jokes that i said to the girls when i visited them. i was listening to the korean song, sang by a guy. i have no idea what is the title and the singer. but i got me into mood! i was telling the girls. "it would be nice.... while i am listening to this cute sweet song, i am texting some guy hahaha!" it got me into thinking.. what is love actually? will i ever feel that fluffy feeling? i mean... well i was in relationships, i had crush on someone for almost 6 years.but none of them really got me to the fluffy feeling. well, okay once in a while but most of them it got me into tears rather than smile and wrinkles on my forehead. hummm but i feel grateful for all of those relationships that failed. i learnt and grow more because of them :D.

ahhh! not to worry!! i am going to focus on my career! i have one yeah? yeah, the dream that always parked in the corner of my brain. lol! am gonna make it happened! and earn more!! so i can visit sha in SF! going to harry potter land and disneyland. and backpack travelling!!! wooO!!!

okay, stp dreaming!! now i got to continue the work. for the sake of michael kors? T_T i want one! mk watch. sigh!

but still i want to feel da-bump! it won't be easy for me. poor my prince to be. he have to work extra hard! lol!

so, blog! in my current office boys are more than girls and they always talking about korean singer. the cutie girls. and i always not too into korean or jap band. but now i got addicted to them!!!! after my one week trip my friends keep on playing korean songs. now i am addicted!!! but boy! they are really pretty!! and songs are sooo catchy!

. think happi thoughts please! .

blog, i don't know what got into me these few days.. seems like things gone wrong :( same as today. i was happi today because we had a christmas lunchie at office! yay! and we have christmas gift exchange. hihihi be someone else secret santa is exciting! i have no idea who i picked lol. he is a new layout guy in the company. it was tough finding him a present. but gladly he said he like it :D (or he got threatened by my note forcing him to like the gift that i pick? my bad :P) hummm i was so happy today. i got few extra presents. thank you!!! :)

today mom and dad arrived here!! i miss them :) but i came home late today... because i have my last minute shopping for christmas gift. see how scattered is my brain! how can i skipped my parents gift?? :( and i finally got one! a scented candle that i know mom and dad will definitely love it. it's from crabtree and evelyn. i wanted to buy jo malone. but i have not much time. i rushed back by cab.. but the taxi driver was so rude :( and i left my gift inside the cab. i chased him... i got the cab, i knocked on the window. he knew it.. but he ignored me :( how can a person be so cruel? :( i feel like crying my heart just broken. you see, i have no time to buy another for them. am flying off tomorrow to see my girl friends. now i have mix emotion :(. hummm... may be, i can asked my friend to help me bring it to my parents in january since they are going back :) so problem kinda solved.. but still... it's christmas and i want to see their happy smile :( and a kiss from my dad after he received the gift. coz that's what he did everytime when he received a gift from us.

i feel nice and good after awhile.. and my dad asked if i am okay. and i said i am not.. i feel stressed out with the wedding video. i have a very tight deadline. i am sure my dad won't understand but it's alright. he is so cute enough to quickly said don't be stress! i saw a video clip so nice from a mv.. and i snapped them and wanted to show you. hahaha. and he take his iphone and showed me. then he went to youtube and find the song for me hahaha. love you dad!