. imperfect .

. happi valentine's day from happisis studio .

. mean it .

. i want to be love like you mean it .

. innocence of love .

have i ever shared this before? gosh, i can watch this again and again! how these kids are so innocent. i wish i never grow up!

. for me .

i was at that cd shop and this song was playing in the shop. and dang! it hit me. haha this song definitely for me ;p but still i don't think this song help much.. -.-". i wish i can feel it.

. oh girl .

okay, so i've been wanting to watch this chick flick starring this cute felicity jones and charming ed westwick with their oh so beautiful british accent. hehe, yes! i've always love british accent. i was asking my friend to "get" the movie for me but then i couldn't wait but watching it streaming online. i missed the show when it plays in singapore. well, busy busy last year. i shall say i love the movie :D i enjoy the movie and love the soundtrack! lol. love all the actors!

. tiff .

. that's why i love garance dore and scott schuman .

. happilove .

thanks God for the wonderful news :) and happisis studio is going to work on new project! and it might be two projects this time for two different years :) wedding bells are going to ring and make a lovely sounds. excited!

lots of my friends are getting married.. this year, next year and the year after next year. which i feel happy for them! :D to see the happy faces and the sparkling ring that shine from their engagement rings or wedding rings. wonder when could be my turn :p i am sure Daddy J prepared one for me. and he has to love me more than i love him. because i am selfish :D

. sweetness .

if i ever get married i want to get married in this song :p a song so sweet that makes me want to cry. if a guy with emerald cut, one knee down plus this song, i'll say yes! awww!!!

. cold sweet night .

Stockings are hung with care, as children sleep with one eye openWell now there's more than toys at stake cos I'm older now, but not done hoping

The twinkling of the lights, as scented candles fill the householdOld Saint Nick has taken flight with a heart on board, so please be careful

Each year I ask for many different things, but now I know what my heart wants you to bring

So please just fall in love with me, this ChristmasThere's nothing else that I will need, this ChristmasWon't be wrapped under a tree, I want something that lasts forever, so kiss me on this cold December night

A cheer that smells of pine, a house that's filled with joy and laughterThe mistletoe says stand in line, loneliness is what I captureOh that this evening can be a holy nightLet's cosy on up by the fireplace and dim those Christmas lights

So please just fall in love with me, this ChristmasThere's nothing else that you will need, this ChristmasWon't be wrapped under a tree, I want something that lasts forever, so kiss me on this cold December night

They call it the season of giving; I'm here, I'm yours for the takingThey call it the season of giving; I'm here, I'm yours

Just fall in love with me, this ChristmasThere's nothing else that we will need, this ChristmasWon't be wrapped under a tree, I want something that lasts forever, cos I don't wanna be alone tonight

I'll wear you like a Christmas sweater, walk you proudly to the mistletoe tonight

I want something that lasts forever, so kiss me on this cold December night

They call it the season of giving; I'm here, I'm yours for the takingThey call it the season of giving; I'm here, I'm yours

. aha aha .

hey ya blog! its beginning to look a lot like christmas eh? :D i am listening to michael buble christmas album and watched the music video. boy, he is so charming! :o and one of the music video similar to tiffany's christmas ad's which i lovee!!!! hahaha. sweet and charming! every girls dream! :D so.. blog, every christmas i am longing for a prince to spend this lovely time with me but it never happens. may be next year yeah? am sure Daddy J has arranged it for me :)

. i love this music video .

. didn't i tell you i made a new friend? she is eli. here she is! isn't she cute :D .

. and here is my sister, i just love her picture here! she is just soooo cute! .

. someday .

smitten with this picture :) sometimes i just longing for someone who mature enough to understand me, to care about me without expecting me to do stuff. someday somehow somewhat he will come my only nutcracker prince. not so perfect prince. i am tired.

and when he comes he'll hold me tight in the arm and won't ever let me go. *yes, sisca you wish. *oh yeah! of couse i wish! :p

. simple gorgeous .

just random post, i re-pin it on pinterest. isn't this simple baby gorgeous? *hands up agreed! as pure and simple like the design, strong and rough like the coated gold, pure like the color, sparkling like the stone yet they are so fragile. love is like that. it is tough, rough, innocent, and fragile.

. unseen .

what is going on with today? sigh. i really feel not that pumped up all of sudden. hold hold hold still there sisca, you are going to be okay. just ignore all of that and don't be too stress. cheer cheer cherrio!

btw i still am on reading the count of monte cristo. not once that i ever give a "sigh" and wanted to skip those pages. i enjoy all story. dumas is really genius :) i found this beautiful answer from maximilian to valentine when valentine asked him about what the count of monte cristo have done to him that he really loves him "I own that your question embarrasses me, Valentine, for I cannot say that the count has rendered me any ostensible service. Still, as I have already told you I have an instinctive affection for him, the source of which I cannot explain to you. Has the sun done anything for me? No; he warms me with his rays, and it is by his light that I see you—nothing more. Has such and such a perfume done anything for me? No; its odor charms one of my senses—that is all I can say when I am asked why I praise it. My friendship for him is as strange and unaccountable as his for me. A secret voice seems to whisper to me that there must be something more than chance in this unexpected reciprocity of friendship. In his most simple actions, as well as in his most secret thoughts, I find a relation to my own. You will perhaps smile at me when I tell you that, ever since I have known this man, I have involuntarily entertained the idea that all the good fortune which has befallen me originated from him. However, I have managed to live thirty years without this protection, you will say; but I will endeavor a little to illustrate my meaning. He invited me to dine with him on Saturday, which was a very natural thing for him to do. Well, what have I learned since? That your mother and M. de Villefort are both coming to this dinner. I shall meet them there, and who knows what future advantages may result from the interview? This may appear to you to be no unusual combination of circumstances; nevertheless, I perceive some hidden plot in the arrangement—something, in fact, more than is apparent on a casual view of the subject. I believe that this singular man, who appears to fathom the motives of every one, has purposely arranged for me to meet M. and Madame de Villefort, and sometimes, I confess, I have gone so far as to try to read in his eyes whether he was in possession of the secret of our love."

for me that words mean we might not see anything in physical form but somehow, you can just feel the love, respect, care and appreciation from someone. eventho they didn't show you or buy you a gift or two, but you will never know behind that they actually care for you. ugh i don't know how to explain but i just love that sentences. for me that is beautiful :) gday!