. beautiful .

i love this!!! :D

. source .

. jar jar binks .

i posted a blog few days ago, said that i feeeellll sooo lucky to meet my idol :D

:D magali and happisis! thanks! :D 

. skull .

Alexander McQueen ring

add on to wishlist! went to on pedder today, tried on the ring and looooove it! too much for this months! got to endure the temptation aaaah! and much more....

too much to handle and too much to think today.

. weirdness.

illus by happisis studio ;p

mixed emotion.. it might be caused by the tiredness lately or not. but i feel useless and hopeless -.- . seriously, what should i do? i always asked myself. and i always know how to answer it with confidence. just try your best and you'll get there. but lately, i don't feel like saying those words. i don't know where i am going. i don't even know if there is any progress on everything that i am doing and have been doing. i am kinda lost. le sigh~ everyone is so cool but why not me? -.-

. jar jar with love .

today is my lucky day or what! haha! so, today is the first day of The Gobelins Animation Masterclass at CG Protege. i went back to office just to snap few pictures and update some stuff. Oh well, the pics are not that nice but hey! i am so happi to finally met the one who animated Jar Jar Binks! someone who made Jar Jar alive haha! okie, i am very thrilled when she said she animated Jar Jar. Jar Jar is my fave character from Star Wars. People hate him but i love him :D. I shall take this opportunity to may be snap a pic together with her and jar jar and let her sign the pic! :D yes, i am going to do that and hope that she doesn't mind :p. Oh oh her name is Magali Rigaudias :D. love her already! :D

.sigh .

........ le big sigh 

.........

. hellow goodbye .

when i woke up this morning, i got a sad news from a dear friend. his dad just passed away. sad, it is just sad. i hope i can be there for him and cheer him up. because he was there for me when i needed one. awkwardly, i called him and nothing that i can say aside from simply you got to be strong. i am no good with consoling friends. but i do hope that he is going to be stronger and braver to face this. that's life. hello and goodbye. that's why we got to appreciate and live our life to the fullest! he is a strong boy. he'll be alright :D

. almost satisfied .

last few days i felt so messed up. headache and all. just recovered and i need to face list of works. i can't describe how my head feel so heavy those few days. and oh! so cute, i got a phone call from the clinic where i went asking me if i am feeling better. so nice!  and oh! that reminds me of the vitamin c that i need to take everyday -.-". despite all the business, i am kinda proud of myself :D having lots of responsibility on my both shoulder, learning new stuff and all. i am happi eventho i feel tired!

and i have officially moved to new corner at the office. surrounded by designers in the pre production room. mixed emotion. i miss my room mate aza but i am also feeling happi coz now i can learn more stuff from the designers. so, i shouldn't complain. i was pissed and sad last few week, found out a person saying that i am so free and have nothing to do at the office while i am working my ass off on stuffs. but what the hell. haha! i shouldn't even think about that person. let her say what she wanted and i wouldn't get affected anymore coz i am happi as i am now :). woooo! next is focus on the challenging project :D first time for me and finger crossed it is going to be well. with one of the designer helping me, i'll be doing alright. this project will be my baby as what my boss said. haha! oh yeah, my boss is funny and nice. just like the dave yamaguchi from dream defenders.

ah! i just met marsha earlier. we shopped, we chat! so much fun. i wish the night is not ended. hummmm... i'll be missing her. she is going back on sat. and i wish i can get a day off tomorrow. but with those works. i cannot be so irresponsible and neglected them. oh well, am going to meet up and have fun with her again in bali. yes, in bali! our dearest friend fanny's wedding in bali! and we are the bridesmaid. thrilled!!!! 

okay, time to sleep! i feel happi today because i have a stupid owl with me :D

*and hmmm i so needed a michael kors or may be nixon and also that mcqueen book that i have been eyeing on but somehow never get one can i also have that yohji book? 

. silly me .

. patrick demarchelier .

so, i've watched devil wears prada and sex and the city like over and over again. they never bores me. i love the shows so very much. so, after i did some updates and changes for work earlier. yeah, i did it now coz ive been resting the whole day. on mc, not going to work. get the self fully recover :D. and i feel much better thank you :D so, i stumbled upon the sartorialist site. i followed both sartorialist and garance dore's site. love them! like really. i just love to see beautiful pictures and so intrigue each day :D to see what's new. what to do? i am bad in photography and still weak in creativity. i can just amiring people's work and find out how to be better each time.

so, i stumbled upon sartorialist's site and found patrick demarchelier. aha! this sounds so familiar. i did always wondering who is demarchelier that miranda priestly always mumbling about. i am curious but i also thought that is just a fiction name. so, never be bothered. but still curious. haha! and then i watched sex and the city, remember the carrie vouge shoot? yeah, i saw andre leon talley there and i thot the photographer was sir paul smith. so silly of me that is actually patrick demarchelier. and i am happy to found out something new. eventho i am years way behind :p. pardon my silliness and lack of information. what to do? i live in a wide big world. 

okay, time to rest.