. gorgeous in pink, pauz .

. gorgeous in pink! .

she is the one with the hair tied :D

saw my gorgeous good friend of mine's picture on whatsapp and i texted her! sooooo pretty! yes! indeed she is gorgeous :D she has been my good and bad friend since i don't know i feel like forever! and i love her ;D *muacks. oh oh! she is paustina pauz pauz! pauz bangke! :D and i received my most favorite cinderella carriage bday card from her! still the best! :D 

. happi! .

wwwoooot! i just received a cool cheap monday tote bag from dear colleagues! i was looking at it the other time was thinking of get one for myself but hesitate coz i am not sure about the length. guess they saw it and get it for me. haha! was surprised >.< thank you so much! love the bag :) now i feel guilt to received bday gifts!

thanks aza, cl, rach and jose! haha! i get phoon as my model :p i love his stripes shirt! 

 birthday is not over yet? hummm... :D

. happi little land .

oh yeah! last sunday was my birthday :D i am one year older. woooo! i am hoping to be wiser, more creative, more patient, happier, watever that is to be a good grand daughter, daughter, sister, girl-friend, friends, employee, collagues... hahaha! i feel happi on my birthday. owl and me spending time at sentosa :D went to underwater world, watching dolpin show and also a cable car ride. oh not to forget the cool gifts that owl gave to me :D love them to the max! and thanks to mrs. owl also :D as owl said the alexander mcqueen book might poped out on my bday and so it was and i got this cool skull key! i love it to the max and now hanging on my bag :D

i am also feel happy that right on the midnight i got the not so surprised birthday celebration by my bunch of new friends :D with bakerzin strawberry shortcakes of course :D (owl really know what i want) hohoho! anw, i just feel blessed and i got few voice notes from my dearest sister and also her friends and heny. phone called from julia and paus :) not to forget in the morning i received a warm birthday wish from my dearest fanny, sha, revano, melissa, pavlos and michel. i feel touched :) 

not to forget my dear colleagues that made me birthday cards and also get me yumilicious waterlily philosophy. i used them. yum on my body! ah! and also another two shortcakes from pauz! plus a cute yellow bag! ugh! feel lucky already.

marsha visited last few days and i got a brand new pair of silver blink TOMS!!! the one that i've been wanting to buy. hahaha! thanks sha, fanny, tepi. i love it very much. i wore it right away the next day. and how can i forget julia's ted baker bangle that i've been wearing these days. thanks! we kinda excahnge gift on her bday. just a day away. so we celebrate it on her bday! don't have my cam at home. or else i would like to snap and posted here. spare me if i sounds so showy. but i just feel blessed :D 

thanks Daddy J :D 

i've been trying water color these few days! :) water color is real fun! thanks andrew, jose for the advices :D i'll keep on trying and practice. Here they are hope you guys or there is even a person to read this stupid blog post :P 

. round tummy .

today is the busy, tiring, fattening but also happy day! :D

. happi tummy happi me .

. noelle wanted me to draw something for her .

. i couldn't put down this book but bleah! i need to work .

. rawr! mister monster .

. steffi visited singapore, finally i can try five and dime .

. love you .

. tagged on fb by my lovely sister .

i miss you!

. what a day day days! .

happy friday

. the cheesiest cupcake that i ever bought (only for jz, coz he is heart borken, there were 3 others and 4 heart shaped macaroons from coffee club) .

. jz bday, allex, mike, me and jz - tomi sushi, mike's treat! whoa! you can't believe it. i tried my first ever fish sperm sashimi. sounds disgusting but it is not :D reminds me of pig's brain. after that, we went for drinks and sing! .

fun saturday

. walked to national museum for dreams and reality, were queuing! lots of people .

. the only one that caught my eyes, i love this painting by philip wilson .

. went to sean and lina's house warming, with aza, chian leng, kiat, eddy, giovi, gareth, edwin, andrew. had a great time, playing monopoly deal, cards, wii. we laugh, we eat, we drink but noone get drunk .

delicious sunday

. woke up late, very late and mega came over. we fried and ate home made indonesian fish cakes from mega's mom .

. delicious .

. can't get enough, we fried more and again accompanied by sex and the city (mega never watched it before and i fallen asleep because of tiredness .

. we skipped dinner and went for dessert, udders is the best .

. as usual, mine's are durian + earl grey, mega's green tea + earl grey .

. smile .

. i wish someone have that kind of feeling towards me haha! someone someday sometime ;p #daydreaming .

just came back from a fun day :D i went to church this morning (yes, Daddy i am sorry i've been slacking), met julia and kenny. after church we went for lunch at JTOWN! my, i never really tried there before.. only heard it from my sister who said the indo food is nice there. and so we went there and yes, i love the food :D.

and i spent my afternoon til evening at mike's place with jz and allex with sex and the city 1! but i feel asleep, guess i am too tired these days :P or may be because mike's place is my favourite place! cozy home. i always fall asleep there. oops! i did shared stuff and i am just feeling happy about it. lol! miss those times where we all gather alot at mike's... talk nonsense, eat, watching movie.

we ended the day with eating at al forno. it is near here.. (my place) yeah, mike's place is near my place! we all walked there. boy, i got to say i like the risotto and the pizza :D now i feel bloated :P

. as we were waiting for the foods, we were chatting but then we were doodling on the table

the girl is mine and the snowman looking guy is jz's .

. the risotto was nice! not too creamy. i thot it wasn't rich enough and i told mike that and he got the point, if the cream is rich i won't be able to finished the entire thing! i love love the mixed seadfood .

. and after they cleared the plates i doodle again .

will go out and celebrate jz bday this friday! can't wait :D how i love hang out with three of them :D

and i just talked to my former teacher on fb! how cool is that? :) i miss her.

. emoticon .

okay, the not so positive post again. have you ever feel you sux? yes, i always feel that way. everyday and right at this moment i feel that too. how should i improve my attitude? my lifestyle? my silly old brain? my thinking? my expectation? my work? my creativity? my job? my career? my financial? my relationship with friends? my relationship with my sisters? my relationship with people around me? oh! what should i do? my head is buzzing right now. frankly speaking i am lost! and i try not to write something sad on my blog after i read this article on elle magazine website!

"Ask E. Jean: 25 Things Every Woman Should Know"

"8. Don’t read blogs written by unhappy, spiteful people. Bad blogs will mangle your mood. Instead, spend an hour a day with your Moleskine notebook, connecting deeply with your own spiteful thoughts. At least they’ll be original. And P.S.: Anyone can make history. Only a great woman can tweet it." oh my, i love what she wrote!

i paused for a while and chatting with friends on facebook and shared some stuff and then, talked some nonsense and craps and now i feel better :D and hey, pardon my rudeness but i am addicted to this emoticon guy hahaha i call it middle finger guy :P and i got few version on my phone!

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i've been sending middle finger guy to friends well, just the friends who i know can jokes ;p hahaha! especially v! we have the middle finger emoticon "fight" lol! and my sisters as well... hahahah! anw, finished talking craps!

. random .

. the smoke duck black pepper noodle is yuuuuuum! .

. finally visited loysel's toy! love the place! did you noticed! my new ruby acrylic diamond ring, i claimed to be my new year present from mi love heny and sandy .

. mi love heny and sandy .

okay, i have this curiosity about love or like? ahhh! okay boy and girl feeling. i am curious.. how long will a guy likes a girl and find her attractive? will a guy get tired of a girl? it feels scary actually, a couple had relationship for such a period and then they broke up. just like that. no more relationship. no more sweet talk. end of story. isn't that scary? you said i love you and then you said i hate you. lol. say, love is funny. but of course i am looking for a guy who won't gets tired of me :p. guess, everyone will have one for them.

ow yeah ow yeah! i cut my hair! i wasn't planned to cut this short =.=" this is just how my hair get cut last year. haaaaa~ but minus the bangs. i was going to cry! but turns out i kinda love my new hair... :D

. happi new year .

. my three lovely girls, i love them .

wooohoooo!!! happy new year, blog! happi awesomely new year! this year going to be awesome! i just back from the loveliest trip ever. a day haven't even passed and i miss my girls now! that one week was really amazing. spent time with loves one. got to thank Daddy for it :) eventho i didn't get to spend my new year and christmas with my parents here in singapore. but i am happy to spent it with marsha, steffi, fanny, revano, remon, ade, benji and goober. okay, i keep on repeating that. haha! sorry.. i just feel excited. now now.. i am back in the real world! where i am ready to fight all the way til the next december :)


btw, blog! i talked to some old friends, make things clear and now i have no more 2011 baggage with me :) best thing i ever did! a day before christmas :) isn't that what christmas all about? forgive and share your love! haha! anw, i am just so excited about this year.

okay, i am not good at writing but i feel blessed this christmas so as new year! :) thanks Daddy J for the amazing days!

and i kissed the girls! :p

. pink .

the other day a friend sent me a link and i couldn't agree more this illus is so cute! trex ftw! :p so cute!

. the sick guy! .

. happy feet .

hey, blog! how are ya'? am doing great and then not so good! sigh! i just fell down yesterday. more like flew and dropped! lols! my amazing eyes didn't see there were steps and i just fall! hurt my knees, duh! both knees and my elbow and my palm. ugh! why oh why i always so careless. talk about careless yeah! i lost my iphone on my last visit to universal studio. but the turkey legs and four fun companions made it better :D. so, v just took off to australia yesterday. yesh! we had so much fun. well, but sigh i couldn't bring him to eat lots of good foods! coz he wasn't feeling well. sad! but it was still fun hang out with this tall guy! lol. and i made new friend eli! she is so much a fun person! she as well went back to states today. we went to drinks and we had fun. but i was a lil bit doze off from the hoegarden! weird thing is i buzzed from a beer not the shot -.-" alrighty! i couldn't wait til she posted the pictures.