. joy in the family .

what can you ask for more when you see ones you love are laughing and smiling happily. when you can feel the warmth in their eyes. i ask for no more. that's what i wish for christmas. early birthday-christmas gift and celebration from us to our little small princess. my sister novia. which very lucky to be born in the christmas eve :)

okay, i lied there is this certain something the mysterious lovely blue box that wrapped in the red or white ribbon that makes everything seems perfect :) 

. far away .

once there was a fine man who came after a young lost girl. he took away his pride and did whatever he could to win the lady heart. he made it and the young girl feel grateful of what God have presented her, a fine, seems brave and tough man. she was touched by his honesty and sincerity. she was touched by how he seems so brave and tough but he was just put on the crystal clear mask. her heart was caught by the imperfection of this gentleman for the imperfection make it seems this is not a dream. the young girl learnt he was nothing in a good shape but she didn't care but fall for him. they chose to be together in a silence nobody knows. she was happy even nobody knows. that made it special. but she felt insecure once and twice and did unpleasant thing that hurt the gentleman feeling. the insecurity soon be gone. they went through ups and down. she did mistakes and he forgave her. he did mistakes and she forgave him. they were in love. when he came back from his trip he brought unpleasant news that bring them to separation. she should accept for she must respect the elderly. for once the girl feel the greatest love but couldn't show it out.

now she lost him for he have to fullfil his task. she was lost once again and she miss him in every single beat of her heart. but she held a promises to be a real fine lady. although she has plenty of acquaintance, she couldn't deny but she lost the love of her life. she seems happy and cheerful as always but her heart is torn apart. she pray for the gentleman never to forget her. never forget the moment that they have been through. the happy moment that they shared. for she loves him with all her heart. couldn't wait but to share the moment with him share the good and bad news with him. carry the burdens together for it would be lighter. she has found her best friend only him could be the right companion.

whenever she feel unhappy, she would remember that he is doing alright so she should feel happy too. she pray this is not the end because she has a greatest Daddy of all.

. my heart da bump .

uh oh! i couldn't stop but keep playing this song. so catchy and so happy! i feel all better after i sing this song out loud. lols! i just don't care but sang it in the bathroom. i feel all happi again! i feel love again :)

my legs are aching -.-" after the long "rest" from run. i began running again yesterday. i guess hmm i just feel this month is really something for me. too much to handle. but i will hold hold hold my head up and face all of them. when i ran, i remember again how much i love running and be free :) it feels like i was blending in together with the wind, the dust and the world. haha! too drama. but yeah, eventho it wasn't a long run but it was a good run. i was sweating for real! and i couldn't even feel my pain on my knee (and now i feel the pain!) anw, i feel better. i am going to run run run again around my house area :)

now here is the song! i believe you guys is going to love this song as well.

Heart skips a beat my heart skips a beat

My heart is playing tricks on me
And it’s building bricks on me
I can’t break through
And I can’t face you

My world is turning slowly now
But it’s burning up somehow
I need some time
To know what’s right

‘Cause it’s only in the quiet that I feel some relief
I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid
I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart is always first to know
And as the feeling grows
I can’t deny push those thoughts aside
My world is full of loveliness
But I focus on the stress

My heart says “Go” but my brain says “No”
And it’s only in the quiet that I hear myself breathe

I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid
I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat

Oh I know this time ’cause it’s physical
My blood has stopped and I am breathless as well
But I need a minute to convince myself
‘Cause it’s only in the quiet that I know what to feel

. your name .

calm that wicked wind

to pick you up

and carry you off eastward

though I did release you

for to seek a warmer sky

should you be blown back

know that I will always run to greet you

still surprised to catch you

everytime

armed with this small butterfly net only

i will face the world alone

and never be lonely

so calm that wicked wind

and if you go you could be gone forever

i will play awhile here

by and by and by

armed with this small butterfly net only

i will face the world alone

and never be lonely

up and up you go

for to steal the secrets of the heavens

will you share them with me

my bright and brilliant spy?

should you be blown back

know that I will always run to greet you

still surprised to catch you

everytime

. stop counting .

it was hard. but slowly i am trying not to count the day. :)

*but still mu.

. kill the stress and weak devil .

the sunday sermon still humming inside my mind. little that i know today is wednesday. for button out there, if you read my blog... well, i don't think you are reading it for you are so busy with works. don't give up! this life is tough (look who is talking, you kidding me!). it might take a while may be more than a while we never know, but remember Daddy always has a good plan behind all of this. i learnt my lesson haha!

what i experience now and then are/were no compare with paul's thorn in the flesh. but i won't ask for that for it is too much for me. i couldn't handle it (am not that strong eventho i am big!):p. this reminds me of edmond dantes haha he suffer alot for he didn't do anything wrong. but he go through all of the bad and bad. such a gentleman. i don't know what i am talking about, just trying to write something that sounds encouraging. haha! i am a bad writer 0.O" . anyway i slowly understand part of what you told me. slowly, i'll grow up and be better. :) miss you!

. thanks .

i miss you,love! :) let's do it and strive better.

. scent .

. they remind me of now-then and i still love them both. do you still remember the day i marked my territory with rose essentielle? that was fun :) .

. on reading .

so, yeah i've finished my on writing and thanks for "you" now i am in like with the count of monte cristo by alexandre dumas. how i wish i have a silent week so i can finished them all! altho i don't quite understand some of the words but i just carry on with it. they are beautiful to even pronounce and not understand it ;p.

.yum yum.

my cutie little sister

button's

hmm... i've been falling in love with cooking. cooking is fun besides those pile of mountain dishes to wash, of course! chopping those onions and garlic, sauté them on the hot sizzling pan with olive oil or creamy softly butter until they turned golden brown... hummm even the first step sounds so exciting. yeah me, button and my lil sis have been cooking these days. we cooked our lunch and dinner together. well, we are not a good even great cooker but we keep on trying till we got it right. that was real fun! i love it. next thing to do is try to bake pretty cakes.

.darcy button.

he is a beautiful present given to me few days after my birthday. he was adopted by me thru someone whom i care on 8th of August 2010. isn't he just lovely? i love him as much as i love the person who gave me.

.picnic at the park.

again, i was browsing around and this image pop out and gah~ how i miss up. beautiful story, animation, colors all seems so perfect. well, what can you say it's pixar!! hellowww!! =p i love this scene. when will i have a moment like this. hmmm.... picnic at the park with close friends or the one you care much. have a good day, everyone!

.goldilock and the 3 bears.

Once upon a time, there was a little girl named Goldilocks. She went for a walk in the forest. Pretty soon, she came upon a house. She knocked and, when no one answered, she walked right in.
At the table in the kitchen, there were three bowls of porridge. Goldilocks was hungry. She tasted the porridge from the first bowl.

"This porridge is too hot!" she exclaimed.

So, she tasted the porridge from the second bowl.

"This porridge is too cold," she said

So, she tasted the last bowl of porridge.

"Ahhh, this porridge is just right," she said happily and she ate it all up.

After she'd eaten the three bears' breakfasts she decided she was feeling a little tired. So, she walked into the living room where she saw three chairs. Goldilocks sat in the first chair to rest her feet.

"This chair is too big!" she exclaimed.

So she sat in the second chair.

"This chair is too big, too!" she whined.

So she tried the last and smallest chair.

"Ahhh, this chair is just right," she sighed. But just as she settled down into the chair to rest, it broke into pieces!

Goldilocks was very tired by this time, so she went upstairs to the bedroom. She lay down in the first bed, but it was too hard. Then she lay in the second bed, but it was too soft. Then she lay down in the third bed and it was just right. Goldilocks fell asleep.

As she was sleeping, the three bears came home.

"Someone's been eating my porridge," growled the Papa bear.

"Someone's been eating my porridge," said the Mama bear.

"Someone's been eating my porridge and they ate it all up!" cried the Baby bear.

"Someone's been sitting in my chair," growled the Papa bear.

"Someone's been sitting in my chair," said the Mama bear.

"Someone's been sitting in my chair and they've broken it all to pieces," cried the Baby bear.

They decided to look around some more and when they got upstairs to the bedroom, Papa bear growled, "Someone's been sleeping in my bed,"

"Someone's been sleeping in my bed, too" said the Mama bear

"Someone's been sleeping in my bed and she's still there!" exclaimed Baby bear.

Just then, Goldilocks woke up and saw the three bears. She screamed, "Help!" And she jumped up and ran out of the room. Goldilocks ran down the stairs, opened the door, and ran away into the forest. And she never returned to the home of the three bears. *text from here

someone told me that "you are really special.. a heart of gold. more like goldilux than the bears" but goldilocks broke little bear's chair, ate little bear's porridge, slept at the little bear's bed. she is so impolite. hmmm i don't understand but tell you what... i am happy and i feel lucky.

*i've been trying not to be tinkerbell anymore but wendy instead. =)

. がんばって,ね!.

today i sent a note to my friend. have you send one? to cheer them up or to encourage them? :)

.blue.

rainy day! it's rainy day! and i feel cold here. but my red riding hood stamps made me smile a little. i just got my new red riding hood stamp set yesterday from wood would. i just love that little store. i just realized, my pencil case that i've been using now and then is also red riding hood print. ahh~ sweet. and someone said he'll get me the alphabet's stamps! i was so thrill. just now.. i wrote that i shouldn't listen to that person.. think of it again. i am so bad =( i didn't mean that. i mean because he is so forgetful. he'll forget about it. because i know along this time, aside from "those" matters he try hard never to let me down. :) he is now not feeling well. get well soon matey! =) so that we can play again!

.usa ga suki.

who doesn't love bunnies. i love them oh very much. they are adorable. but today, i love sugar bunnies. they are sweet, lovely, adorable, cute. they are from sanrio. yeah, brilliant sanrio always have this cute little character. hellokitty, rillakkuma,tenorikuma... nya~ i just love them. well, i just want to share their cuteness today.

.ecp.

yesterday was singapore birthday. happi birthday singapore =). i spent my half day at east coast park to find some birds to draw. couldn't find one. well, i found few but they don't want to stand still they flew away once i was about to sit and getting ready. i'm sorry jon! i gave up on the bird drawing. it was so hot outside and i was sweating alot.

but it's okay at the ended up having dinner at this filipino eating place near my house hmmm nyummeh!

zip a dee doo dah =D

.saturday yeah.

i have a happy saturday afternoon. walked, lunch at beautiful place, walked again wandering around, just relax and enjoy the day with the friend of mine. you still remember i told you about my friend who gave me chibi totoro? hahaha he gave me mr darcy button my new friend. he is adorable. i love him at the first time i laid my eyes on him. ah~ beautiful friend. thank you. hmm he shouldn't have to bought me another birthday present. i was teasing him about not giving me bear. silly... but thanks!

ann siang

red dot building

HOAM! SLEEPY