. your coldness makes me happi-er .

i had a big double ice cream scoops yesterday. durian + earl grey combined! they are awesome! always my fave! thanks for the ice cream treat ;D the ice cream makes me happi-er. nice time with shaun and mikey again! :D

. goosebumps .

okay, blog. before i start my busy busy day! i would like to say. I AM SO EXCITED!!! IT ALL ENDS TONIGHT! *woooohooooo weeeeheeee. allow me to please be thrilled by what would happened tonight. as i was googling all the pictures, i feel nervous each time and i feel overwhelm by the fact that IT ALL ENDS TONIGHT.

behold.. my friend

. am having goosebumps .

. today love .

. banana in pajamas .

all time fav series since i was a little... "are you thinking what i'm thinking,b1? yes, i think i am, b1! it's play time!!!!"

. coffee can coffee .

aaaah! so dead meat! i am sweeeeepppy!!!! (re: sleepy) i am tired, i am worn out i am DEAD! i am stress and i am happisis! well, okay blog i don't know what am talking about. my friend just declare that i am a weirdo! yay! i love being weird. today i brought one of my nutcracker prince here to place on my office table. yes, i need a nutcracker prince to guard me ;p.

blog, am so excited! finally i drank coffee from a can. i don't know why but i feel it is interesting ;p and the coffee is tastier. i even dreamt about it. bought it from the coffee shop near office. i need coffee to power my eyes up! okay okay. enough mumbling. back to work! and weeeeheeeeeee yo! HARRY POTTER TOMORROW! with shaun and mega ;D.

"il y a longtemps que je t'aime jamais je ne t'oublierai" is this line really exists in this devilish world? i doubt it.

. beautiful lies .

if only i had beautiful lies but no, i was so unlucky that i had ugly lies. i had tiring weekend again. i must stop and focus on other stuff. starting from today. time for me to just stay at home. overcome that fear to be at home! such a waste.. my lovely little room. i have abandoned it for stupid reason. so yeah, i watched beautiful lies during my weekend. its a french movie. aah, don't you just love french? i do love french. i wish to learn that beautiful language. i would really recommend this movie. it is just so entertaining to watch and yes, of course audrey tautou. love her :)

one more thing which is TA-DA!! i collected my lion king ticket with my lil sister yesterday. i couldn't wait til the day :D i want to watch that show now if i can! sounds pity and sad but i am going there alone on my day :) when friends hear me saying am going alone they all gave me the same reaction. and i love that kind of reaction. it will be fun. yes, it will.

my friend let me play a game. i just need to trust him he said, so i need to close my eyes and he'll lead the way. i did that. i walked with eyes closed. he was surprised. i did it for quite long. i surprised myself as well. i feel scared when i closed my eyes and walk. is there any hole infront or may be cars? or am i going to trip down or is there anybody staring at me and looking at me funnily? lots of questions popped out. but i told myself i have to overcome the fear.. i just need to trust my friend and walk forward. just walk i will be alright. this is silly but i think i learnt something from this. i can do it. i think i can. i might be angry with a lot of things. with lots of the silly ugly facts, betrayal, lies, ugliness. but i slowly get through this.