. falling in .

okay, i am thrilled! yay! one day away and i am in bali! with my lovely ladies!!! and soon after that bridesmaid to my dearest friend fanny :D so happi for her! ah! couldn't wait. i do wish i can skip tomorrow. hahaha! but then, i am also in mixed emotion! i miss my owlie owl. ahhh! couldn't spent a nice time yesterday. i was too tired and then today we can't meet up and tomorrow i doubt so and then the next day fly to bali. hmmm...

can't wait to wear you :D

okay okay, enough with the mixed emotion. i am literally having a love at first sight on a tee after so long. hehe. i love my newly spotted fifi's project tee for topshop! grabbed, tried and kacha! i owned it! lol. i am just happi, haven't felt that in so long. hard to find a tee that i like. hummm those tee that i want, i couldn't find them here -.-" booo! 

. another goodbye .

Oh blog, i just came back home and first thing that i want to do was just type this but no, i went to shower all clean and fresh and i went to facebook, search on andrew's facebook and see what he wrote for zheng yong. you see, i am very bad at remembering people's name and always called him as the tattoo boy. oh well, only within a group and he didn't even know that. he was a student from cg protege. heard that he was good and creative in what he did. but last few weeks or last month exactly, i talked to him and went for lunch  with him and also aza and chian leng. learnt that he is a good, sweet and nice kid. i would love to talk to him more. i was shocked and couldn't believe it when wilson told me that he passed away. we (him, aza and chian leng) supposed to go out for jap dinner. but guess, it wouldn't never happen anymore. as i type this i feel sad the tears came out. i never talked to him much but he gave me strong impression and i really wish he can achieve what he wants. strangely that we never really talk but i feel sad and miss him. he was so random and funny. he was a really good kid. like a little boy. i didn't get to go to his wake. i feel terribly sad. i told owl about it. what i can do is to pray for him and i do hope he is happy up there. you'll be miss. nice to know you.

. love .

what is love? love is now when you feel happy, carefree, girly and impatient. :D

. navy jil .

so chic so sleek and so simple. me like me like >.< but me can't me can't

. adds on .

wishlist adds on! McQueen enameled skull ring....

based on owl, the dark queen :D

today is a sleepy day. i could have sleep all night. very tired. before going to work, while enjoying my breakfast i watched sex and the city the movie. yes, again! still adore pat field with the choices of interesting style sense for the characters. my mood turns better after watching it. i don't want to be in the office with the grumpy face. not good not good. but i couldn't performed well today. i should go back earlier and oh yes, still pile of works to do. but i got no control to the tired eyes and also heavy head and the continuously cough. bad cough that i got. and today, i am going back to my own room. be braver and sleep alone! not with sisters so i can sketch some stuff and practice some water color :D for the sake of happisis studio. oh oh! i managed to drew a birthday card for my owl :D after few long hours of attempt and i am quite satisfied with the drawing not fantastic but i like it.