Friday, November 30, 2012

. the good and the bad .


. don't like it .

hi blog! been a long time! i feel like blogging or should i say i feel like writing something dumb again. i feel so tired recently... all the blessing and also challenging stuffs going on. i feel unhappi but i think i got to be strong... oh well, just came back from a geekout party held by my previous school. nice to see old familiar faces and some of the face that i might not be able to see again :( but indeed i miss all of them so. they are my friends from school and also friends from work. i feel sad... for the fact that i might not be able to see them anymore in the future. but i do hope that won't be happening. Daddy J will decide. but i hope everyone around our table were enjoying the time! trying hard to make myself look lil stupid :p but as long as my friends are happi what can i say more? :) but partly also because i dont want to think about anything unhappi just for that few good hours. oh yeah! i made few new friends today :) that's a blessing. and i actually get a name card from a digital artist. i am going to check out his stuff and email right away after that :) anw, i hope everything turns well in the end. i dont know what i can do is pray. geez, i have that mixed emotion again...

and indeed i think i am not yet healed from whatever that happened to me last year...

i think i need frank sinatra...

Monday, November 26, 2012

. major wishlist .

i have few wishlist that i needed to fulfill! 
don't mind the minor one here are what i really want! but if i can find a good watch with reasonable
number why not :p (you see, i can't get a too expensive watch or stuff. i am no good in take caring
stuff... sigh!)




thanks papa i got me wish full filled :)

:) there goes my wish list :) 

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

. when the magic comes .




what can i say? magical magical magical!

Sunday, November 4, 2012

. prayers .

"Be merciful to me, my God, for my enemies are in hot pursuit;all day long they press their attack. My adversaries pursue me all day long; in their pride many are attacking me. When I am afraid, I put my trust in you. In God, whose word I praise— in God I trust and am not afraid. What can mere mortals do to me? All day long they twist my words; all their schemes are for my ruin. They conspire, they lurk, they watch my steps, hoping to take my life. Because of their wickedness do not let them escape; in your anger, God, bring the nations down. Record my misery; list my tears on your scroll are they not in your record? Then my enemies will turn back when I call for help. By this I will know that God is for me. In God, whose word I praise, in the Lord, whose word I praise— in God I trust and am not afraid What can man do to me? I am under vows to you, my God; I will present my thank offerings to you. For you have delivered me from death and my feet from stumbling,that I may walk before God in the light of life." -Psalm 56

. grow .

have you ever find strong and right reason to live in other country and if it is possible you wanted to just stay there for-ever? i found mine, finally. i should have stop being naive but to admit the fact. humans are nightmare. people from my hometown included.  i thank Daddy J to give my parents a chance to let us grow here in singapore. i promise to work and try harder to survive here no matter how hard it is. Noone greater than Daddy J.