Monday, April 30, 2012

. happi monday! .


. i had this as my alarm sound and it never fails to woke me up .


. this used to be my alarm sound but sometimes it failed on waking me up .

i am happi today! oh well, these few days!! just because my mom and dad were here :D they suddenly came here last friday with friends. so glad to have them at home. home feel lively again. but then again, they have to go back to indo and the flight was this morning. it was fun talking and joking around with mom, dad and also uncles and aunties haha. yesterday, i spent my afternoon tea with dad, and his two friends. it was fun indeed! eventho i spent it with 3 old man :p. yesterday night, before i went to bed i feel like a little girl again. it is sure brings back memories. dad always kiss us on the forehead good night and make sure we all feel warm while we are sleeping. i used to fake-sleep coz it was bed time but instead, i talked on the phone with friends ahha. and  :p dad always caught me. anw, it was so fun and lovely back then. oh of course it never change until now, still fun. just that we are here and our parents are in indonesia. miss them! so, i was keep on sneezing and my dad came to my room and apply vicks on my nose just like i was a lil kid :p ehhehe. miss you dad! 

the other thing is, i wasn't sure what is going on actually with one of my friend. i got ignored and she seems unhappy with me but suddenly today it seems like nothing happened. oh well, it is weird but i am happi! haha! 

i feel blessed! thanks Daddy J! 

Sunday, April 29, 2012

. dr. who? .



. last few days i love mom's wayferer, today i love my burgundy carrigan <3 .

Saturday, April 28, 2012

. safe and sound .



I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said Don't leave me here alone
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight
Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound
Don't you dare look out your window, darling
Everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when the music's gone
Just close your eyes

let's have a drama moment. this song is totally for me and my own self. how i always convince myself that we'll be safe and noone can hurt us. i won't let my guard down and i'll protect us. i told myself not to look back not to think about what we've been thru or even what is happening right now. i won't let it affect us. tears will run down once or twice or thrice every now and then but one day i supposed it won't happen anymore. 

Friday, April 27, 2012

. blog .


i believe everyone of us have their own favorite blogs that never end but keep on inspiring us. i have mine, the simply luxurious life  love to read the article, so much fun and relaxing and also inspiring :D and while i am browsing around the blog, i stumbled upon this picture. i love. i want to have a nice simple, enjoyable but yet "luxurious" in my own way. therefore i need to work harder to earn them! :D okay, talk rubbish -.-"


and who doesn't want a caring life like this? :D 

. naughty sun .



i am loving mom's classic wayfarer, to protect my eyes from the bad bad mister sun :D

Thursday, April 26, 2012

. breeze .


when you are not feeling too happy and people are bad towards you, listen to chopin! oh yes and tchaikovsky too. both my fave!

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

. grow up not .


. we don't want to grow up! .

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

. what is that? .


how can one  have no story to tell? oh well, i am one of them nowadays. my life is stagnant. not that my life is bad or nothing happy or good happened. just that, all kinda dull. if you know what i mean.. which noone will. ah! what should i do? nothing is really inspire me. i need something big, i want to share and show off to my blog that i live an awesome life. humph. but what is that? *searching searching even google search engine can't help me. oh! i love today's google zipper haha! so fun. i keep on unzipped the google :p

Friday, April 20, 2012

. i love rabbids .


. and rabbids love me .

Thursday, April 12, 2012

. confirmed .

it is confirmed that i've been living in a wrong era!

. today love .



                                       


. i love these .

. ba ba ba ba ba .


i wish i am younger than i am now, i wish i didn't waste my time back then with all the nonsense. yes, everyone wishes that but it won't come true unless you are living in the doraemon world or magical harry potter world. you can turn back time and change certain thing but then again, this life won't have any challenges left and it will be dull and more bad guys. that's why Daddy J always fair to create this world as it is right now. :) I do wish there is someone right for me (oh well, i just acclaimed that i gave up on love. but it is different) don't know how to put it but i really wish  there is someone right for me that standing right beside me and supporting me in whatever i do. i am a loser and i am a lazy bump. lack of confident, blur and good at nothing except eating (oh well, now i can't eat that much need to take care of your health no? sigh) i think i am not looking for romance but more to comfort and achievements. humph of course if there is a romance, it will be a bonus of course and i'll thank Daddy J for that. okie, what am i talking about! 

ah~ lots of stuff to learn learn learn and do do do do! 

Wednesday, April 11, 2012


. cheesecake gobble gobble cheesecake .

. hummph .


. i just love this song! no, i love "smash" .

been long time since i really write something to you, blog. hummm i have no story to tell. it is not good. that means my life is dull! sigh, oh well not that severe lol. it is alright. i am just feeling tired i guess. trying my best at work and also thinking too much... yeah those negative thoughts of mine. i shall banish them all from my head but then, i couldn't. and... what else to talk about for a girl that used to dream about love so much. this week, i  gave up on love. isn't it every girl's dream to found someone that worth for each of them? i kinda giving up in finding one. if i said they will never come, no decent guys alive in this earth, it is unfair. coz, i believe there is and i know there is. but then again, i better not. 

Monday, April 2, 2012