Friday, November 30, 2012

. the good and the bad .


. don't like it .

hi blog! been a long time! i feel like blogging or should i say i feel like writing something dumb again. i feel so tired recently... all the blessing and also challenging stuffs going on. i feel unhappi but i think i got to be strong... oh well, just came back from a geekout party held by my previous school. nice to see old familiar faces and some of the face that i might not be able to see again :( but indeed i miss all of them so. they are my friends from school and also friends from work. i feel sad... for the fact that i might not be able to see them anymore in the future. but i do hope that won't be happening. Daddy J will decide. but i hope everyone around our table were enjoying the time! trying hard to make myself look lil stupid :p but as long as my friends are happi what can i say more? :) but partly also because i dont want to think about anything unhappi just for that few good hours. oh yeah! i made few new friends today :) that's a blessing. and i actually get a name card from a digital artist. i am going to check out his stuff and email right away after that :) anw, i hope everything turns well in the end. i dont know what i can do is pray. geez, i have that mixed emotion again...

and indeed i think i am not yet healed from whatever that happened to me last year...

i think i need frank sinatra...

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