Monday, January 30, 2012

. innocence of love .

have i ever shared this before? gosh, i can watch this again and again! how these kids are so innocent. i wish i never grow up!

. heart .

. how much i love tin boxes, i love this doodle mint container too .

. another sweet song that i am addicted to :p .

You are better than the best
I´m lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler than the flip side of my pillow that´s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it´s ok
Yeah it´s ok
And the moments when my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall outta bed
Sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Even when you´re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

Don´t know how I lived without you
'Cuz every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

. and so, i love my new sephora nail color with my not so perfect heart shape that i diy myself .

Sunday, January 29, 2012

. smile .

. i wish someone have that kind of feeling towards me haha! someone someday sometime ;p #daydreaming .

just came back from a fun day :D i went to church this morning (yes, Daddy i am sorry i've been slacking), met julia and kenny. after church we went for lunch at JTOWN! my, i never really tried there before.. only heard it from my sister who said the indo food is nice there. and so we went there and yes, i love the food :D.

and i spent my afternoon til evening at mike's place with jz and allex with sex and the city 1! but i feel asleep, guess i am too tired these days :P or may be because mike's place is my favourite place! cozy home. i always fall asleep there. oops! i did shared stuff and i am just feeling happy about it. lol! miss those times where we all gather alot at mike's... talk nonsense, eat, watching movie.

we ended the day with eating at al forno. it is near here.. (my place) yeah, mike's place is near my place! we all walked there. boy, i got to say i like the risotto and the pizza :D now i feel bloated :P

. as we were waiting for the foods, we were chatting but then we were doodling on the table
the girl is mine and the snowman looking guy is jz's .

. the risotto was nice! not too creamy. i thot it wasn't rich enough and i told mike that and he got the point, if the cream is rich i won't be able to finished the entire thing! i love love the mixed seadfood .

. and after they cleared the plates i doodle again .

will go out and celebrate jz bday this friday! can't wait :D how i love hang out with three of them :D

and i just talked to my former teacher on fb! how cool is that? :) i miss her.

. tum tum .

. mom and dad! aren't they sweet ;p .

aaaah! okay, i don't really like to complain about my body shape. i am grateful for it. haha i love what i am :D but then again! one thing that i hate is to having a rather big tummy! and now i have it! ahhh! where is my "almost" flat tummy goes??? oh yeah, i forget! the junk foods took over it. booo! sisca, you should exercise again in order to eat whatever you want to eat. since, food is what i love! lol! so, i have decided! monday onward i'll start my routine again! :) live healthy life! i miss running and swimming. am sorry tum tum you have to go!

Friday, January 27, 2012

. emoticon .

okay, the not so positive post again. have you ever feel you sux? yes, i always feel that way. everyday and right at this moment i feel that too. how should i improve my attitude? my lifestyle? my silly old brain? my thinking? my expectation? my work? my creativity? my job? my career? my financial? my relationship with friends? my relationship with my sisters? my relationship with people around me? oh! what should i do? my head is buzzing right now. frankly speaking i am lost! and i try not to write something sad on my blog after i read this article on elle magazine website!

"8. Don’t read blogs written by unhappy, spiteful people. Bad blogs will mangle your mood. Instead, spend an hour a day with your Moleskine notebook, connecting deeply with your own spiteful thoughts. At least they’ll be original. And P.S.: Anyone can make history. Only a great woman can tweet it." oh my, i love what she wrote!

i paused for a while and chatting with friends on facebook and shared some stuff and then, talked some nonsense and craps and now i feel better :D and hey, pardon my rudeness but i am addicted to this emoticon guy hahaha i call it middle finger guy :P and i got few version on my phone!

凸(˘̶˛ ˘̶)凸

i've been sending middle finger guy to friends well, just the friends who i know can jokes ;p hahaha! especially v! we have the middle finger emoticon "fight" lol! and my sisters as well... hahahah! anw, finished talking craps!

. rehab .

. for me .

i was at that cd shop and this song was playing in the shop. and dang! it hit me. haha this song definitely for me ;p but still i don't think this song help much.. -.-". i wish i can feel it.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

. should i ? .

i never ever thinking about getting an ipad for myself. i think that's because i am not into technology or may be back then i got an iphone with me. well, but eversince my iphone magically disappeared, i've been using the old blackberry. well, it works well. nothing to complains about aside from the browsing. i can't read articles when i am outside. i got to stick on my chair infront of the comp. so, it got me thinking recently.. should i get an ipad for myself? i can read articles, i can read e-book (well, i still prefer the actual book tho) but then it got dictionary inside just highlight the word and it popped (my vocab is bad) and national geographic apps is cool! also i can happily reading inspiring blogs. well, since i have no idea when will iphone 5 be released ( no point to buy the same old iphone4 or even 4s since i've lost one) so, humm..

. karl .

. face to face haha cute .

. oh girl .

okay, so i've been wanting to watch this chick flick starring this cute felicity jones and charming ed westwick with their oh so beautiful british accent. hehe, yes! i've always love british accent. i was asking my friend to "get" the movie for me but then i couldn't wait but watching it streaming online. i missed the show when it plays in singapore. well, busy busy last year. i shall say i love the movie :D i enjoy the movie and love the soundtrack! lol. love all the actors!

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

. tiff .

. that's why i love garance dore and scott schuman .

Thursday, January 19, 2012

. You are good .

v sent me this link and i am listening to the song. i feel blessed, joy and peace :) and i recalled what i've been thru last year and what is happening this new year up until today. how lots of things changed me and how i become stronger each day. i still remember how Daddy J hold my hand each day and help me gone thru all the sadness. i am happy to know Him, to have Him in my life up until today. i am imperfect, i am a kid with lots of sin but yet He is still nice to me. i love you Daddy and thank you for last year.

You are good, You are goodWhen there's nothing good in meYou are love, You are loveOn display for all to seeYou are light, You are lightWhen the darkness closes inYou are hope, You are hopeYou have covered all my sin
You are peace, You are peaceWhen my fear is cripplingYou are true, You are trueEven in my wanderingYou are joy, You are joyYou're the reason that I singYou are life, You are life,In You death has lost its sting
Oh, I'm running to Your arms,I'm running to Your armsThe riches of Your loveWill always be enoughNothing compares to Your embraceLight of the world forever reign
You are more, You are moreThan my words will ever sayYou are Lord, You are LordAll creation will proclaimYou are here, You are hereIn Your presence I'm made wholeYou are God, You are GodOf all else I'm letting go
Oh, I'm running to Your armsI'm running to Your armsThe riches of Your loveWill always be enoughNothing compares to Your embraceLight of the world forever reign
My heart will singno other NameJesus, Jesus
Oh, I'm running to Your armsI'm running to Your armsThe riches of Your loveWill always be enoughNothing compares to Your embraceLight of the world forever reign

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

. inspiration .

just finished watching inspirational short video about tom ford. oh my, this guys is awesome! okay, i always feel amazed with designers. i wonder where their creativity and imagination came from. it makes me feels like i need to work harder and stay focus on work. i want to get inspired more and more and get more creative. and then, recently it got me into thinking and it is ringing inside my head coz friends were asking, mom was asking... having no boyfriend, i think my mom is the one who is more worry than me. she kept on asking me lol since most of my indonesian friends who still stay in indo are all married. and she said me being picky and all. but how can i be in a love world when i still haven't even reach not 50% of my dreams? not this year may be? or not this soon? i don't know let Daddy J decide it? :) or someone suddenly popped and managed to change my mind? lol!

. fin .

. i will try not to eat shark fin anymore :( sad! .

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

. cuteness .

okay, lots of post today... but i got to share this. so cute! i don't understand why they were saying well most of it but i just love it. fun and cute song. thanks my friend for sharing!

. hmm .

went to library for books, ended up to kinokuniya to browsed book... yeah only browsing. :p and i found this interesting article inside computer arts. and me love it!


01) If you don’t like your work – quit.
02) If you love someone – let it show.
03) Generosity always pays itself back automatically.
04) Always smile when you talk to an annoying person on the phone.
05) If you want to be a rock star, don’t study graphic design.
06) Talk with clients as you talk to your family, friends and pets.
07) Social skills are as important as being good at setting type or knowing how to spell.
08) See people as people, not as target groups.
09) Just because you wear a black suit doesn’t mean you’re successful.
10) Having enemies is good and necessary.

Monday, January 16, 2012

. happi .

. another happi moment in happisis studio .
this time got to thanked adrian for his help ;)

Sunday, January 15, 2012

. random .

. the smoke duck black pepper noodle is yuuuuuum! .

. finally visited loysel's toy! love the place! did you noticed! my new ruby acrylic diamond ring, i claimed to be my new year present from mi love heny and sandy .

. mi love heny and sandy .

okay, i have this curiosity about love or like? ahhh! okay boy and girl feeling. i am curious.. how long will a guy likes a girl and find her attractive? will a guy get tired of a girl? it feels scary actually, a couple had relationship for such a period and then they broke up. just like that. no more relationship. no more sweet talk. end of story. isn't that scary? you said i love you and then you said i hate you. lol. say, love is funny. but of course i am looking for a guy who won't gets tired of me :p. guess, everyone will have one for them.

ow yeah ow yeah! i cut my hair! i wasn't planned to cut this short =.=" this is just how my hair get cut last year. haaaaa~ but minus the bangs. i was going to cry! but turns out i kinda love my new hair... :D

Saturday, January 14, 2012

. humm .

a friend posted on fb and it is indeed beautiful but why so painful? gee... i wish i will never ever feel that pain again. that's why girl *focus!

damn it, this song brought me to tears :(

Friday, January 13, 2012

. charming .

. and how i wish one day someday i own this moment too .

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Tuesday, January 10, 2012


. sizzling .

Monday, January 9, 2012

. i need a dollar .

. me so hooked with how to make it in america!! .

Sunday, January 8, 2012

. not over yet .

it's new year and yes i still listen to christmas songs :P plus a very calvin and hobbes video that i got from my friend. so calvin!!!! awwwww! isn't he the cutest?

Saturday, January 7, 2012

. statement .

i am so in love with coco mademoiselle crème pour le corps!

Friday, January 6, 2012

. i like it like it like it .

oooohh blog!! me so tired o.O" not enough sleep! and tummy ache eversince i came back from my happi trip! dateline is near!!!! i am rushing rushing the project like a tu tu tu tu like a train. yes yes! too little time to finished the project. humph but i hope the couple love it. and i'd like to share this! this song keep me happi! lol my friend sent me and i am addicted to it! nitey!


Wednesday, January 4, 2012

. da bump .

cute cute song i don't know a single word but i like it!

oh blog oh blog! i am officially hooked by the korean songs! lol! the cute, the sweet one, the romantic. all of them ahhaha! but not the sad song please. am not in the mood for sad and emotional song! so, i have this jokes that i said to the girls when i visited them. i was listening to the korean song, sang by a guy. i have no idea what is the title and the singer. but i got me into mood! i was telling the girls. "it would be nice.... while i am listening to this cute sweet song, i am texting some guy hahaha!" it got me into thinking.. what is love actually? will i ever feel that fluffy feeling? i mean... well i was in relationships, i had crush on someone for almost 6 years.but none of them really got me to the fluffy feeling. well, okay once in a while but most of them it got me into tears rather than smile and wrinkles on my forehead. hummm but i feel grateful for all of those relationships that failed. i learnt and grow more because of them :D.

ahhh! not to worry!! i am going to focus on my career! i have one yeah? yeah, the dream that always parked in the corner of my brain. lol! am gonna make it happened! and earn more!! so i can visit sha in SF! going to harry potter land and disneyland. and backpack travelling!!! wooO!!!
okay, stp dreaming!! now i got to continue the work. for the sake of michael kors? T_T i want one! mk watch. sigh!

but still i want to feel da-bump! it won't be easy for me. poor my prince to be. he have to work extra hard! lol!

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

so, blog! in my current office boys are more than girls and they always talking about korean singer. the cutie girls. and i always not too into korean or jap band. but now i got addicted to them!!!! after my one week trip my friends keep on playing korean songs. now i am addicted!!! but boy! they are really pretty!! and songs are sooo catchy!

Monday, January 2, 2012

. happi new year .

. my three lovely girls, i love them .

wooohoooo!!! happy new year, blog! happi awesomely new year! this year going to be awesome! i just back from the loveliest trip ever. a day haven't even passed and i miss my girls now! that one week was really amazing. spent time with loves one. got to thank Daddy for it :) eventho i didn't get to spend my new year and christmas with my parents here in singapore. but i am happy to spent it with marsha, steffi, fanny, revano, remon, ade, benji and goober. okay, i keep on repeating that. haha! sorry.. i just feel excited. now now.. i am back in the real world! where i am ready to fight all the way til the next december :)

btw, blog! i talked to some old friends, make things clear and now i have no more 2011 baggage with me :) best thing i ever did! a day before christmas :) isn't that what christmas all about? forgive and share your love! haha! anw, i am just so excited about this year.

okay, i am not good at writing but i feel blessed this christmas so as new year! :) thanks Daddy J for the amazing days!

and i kissed the girls! :p