Monday, October 31, 2011

. coco .


okay, so in my 24 year old. i finally found the one scent that i'll be sticking on after lots of perfumes and lotions :D duh! it's coco mademoiselle. i went to orchard today just for grab my shower gel. yeah, my clean on me finished and time for the new bottle. but i couldn't find it anymore at sephora. but not to worry i will trust clean, girls from soap and glory too. eversince i was a little kid i always love nice smells whenever papa and mama spray their perfumes i'll be thinking when will be my turn to use that magical bottle :p so, don't mind me. i love to smells good! oh yeah! of course my plan today is to buy my shower gel and mademoiselle's lotion this is a must! but i turn out to buy the cream and hair mist. how i love them. i am really addicted to the smell now :p ahh the perfume is going to finished soon but i need to limit my spending on this. so, next month shall we? for the perfume. :D anw, i feel happy *wink and *kiss

. smile .


such a sweet song, yes? especially in the rainy day like this. love rainy day. i wish i can play in the rain. running around, singing in the rain and dancing in the rain. but not! coz i need to go back to the office and work. i was out for picked something from printing shop. and duh! raining! but luckily i was with the sheep and he lend me his jacket. for once i feel like red riding hood ahhaha. which was fun!

so yeah, playing this song.. such a romantic and lovely song. it makes you think about someone special. but for now, time for me to achieve something for myself. love myself more and grab the dream that far away from here. lols! but i do wish one day there is someone out there dream a little dream of me and we'll live happily ever after. okay full stop for the craps. muah!


blog, yesterday (well, coz it's 12.53 alr -.-") so yeah! i feel really happy, playing the whole day! starts from rock climbing early in the morning til playing on the beach, swimming, fooling, frisbee-ing. boy, don't we all have lots of fun? :D i wish today is sunday! so i can sleep more. blessed that i am in tiny island production now. i have cool boss, cute lady boss, handsome baby boss, fun colleagues and friends :D. that's all. i am down!

Saturday, October 29, 2011

. hmm .



favourite keira favourite gaspard favourite smells

. dr who? .

igot to share this igot to share this. because igotta watch it igotta watch it!!!


thanks meg for sharing the link aaaah! want to watch!

but please take me away from here..

. adore .

blog, am quite upset. upset with stuffs. ah! blue devil go away.

but i have gorgeous anne hattaway pictures for share. she is very gorgeous indeed

. love everything on her.

. love this golden black combination just elegant and simple, i am in love with this .

. what will you expect from tiffany's pictures? every girls dream .

Friday, October 28, 2011

. wooot .

. being retard is fun! .


so blog, it's been a tiring week :) today is halloween day at the office. i was thrilled for today. but.. i feel not really in a mood to do that somehow. don't know why. i wish to just go home. anw, bought some candies yesterday from candy empire just for share with office lads. treats to shoo the evil halloween ghosty away :p. hope it is enough for everyone. was planning to make a halloween card for everyone but just remember i am too sleepy and too tired to do that yesterday. haha! people said i have nothing to do. yeap! am a loser! little loser.

and yeah! credit for a friend of mine who gave me a tissue paper flower. thanks wilson!

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

. bubble woman .

am gonna sleep soon but i have to share this song first. hahaha so, i told the sheep. hummm i couldn't stop but keep on eating i think i am going to be a fat woman!! and noone will marry me. and the sheep reminds me that i am still 24 so i still have lots of time!! hahahaha. and he shared this song! which i love. i kinda grew up with listening to beatles because papa love them too. ahh! here love this cute song :D


good night :)

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

. dumb boy .


tiring day(s) blog, i found this on facebook and shared it

Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well,...for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes
locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But..Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend:You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened..

Monday, October 24, 2011

. stupido .


bah! blog, i just watched three musketeers. don't like it. but if you have lots of time and want to find something funny and stupid it's quite okay. but not on my watching it twice list. aah! if my friend didn't have a free movie ticket wouldn't go for it :p. but yay! went to teddy bear exhibition before the movie. went there alone but feel happy. well, okay. not that happy. hummm coz i feel depressed i still couldn't afford to buy one of them. too ex for me. but i told sheep! i'll def buy it next year! save more! work harder haha!

psst, i adopted three of the bears that i could afford. one for me, one for a friend's niece, one for my lil sister. :D

Sunday, October 23, 2011

. sunday i love you .



blog, i just finished watching "Dangerous Beauty" first i wanted to watch blue valentine, i haven't get a chance to watch it heard it is good. since, i am in a mood of watching movie. okay, why shouldn't i take a chance and watch this movie. it is indeed a beautiful movie :) for me, it is. this movie is about an intelligent, brave young courtesan. i love her. i love her after i watch the movie. i wish to read the book. i love how she is smart, charming, brave besides that i also feel touched by the love of she and her lover whom she cannot get married with. their love so strong. can see from their eyes that they love each other so much. okay i love this not because of the love story, but because of her. :) i enjoy this movie. and now! i need to stop being all so dirty and lazy but to bathe :p and be prepared for "teddy bear exhibition!!" how i love teddy bear so much! :)

Friday, October 21, 2011

. hmmm .


blog, before i start the day with learning some stuff. MY COCO MADEMOISELLE lotion is finished -.-" i am sorry soap and glory lotion. i still love my mademoiselle scent more. the soft smell makes me love myself more. and mom's mademoiselle perfume is going to finished soon too after i abused it. haha! okie, shall grab a new one soon :D muacks! have a nice weekend blog!

. mellow .




ahh!! how i love her voice :D i feel mellow and i want to feel love! can i? but love is scary! i feel christmas somehow. the most beautiful time of all. :)

Thursday, October 20, 2011

. to days .

again, blog! how are you? while writing this, i am enjoying ice tube. yes blog, after running :p and i am still at the office waiting for the others to finished showering. i am happier lately, eventho still in a big confusion. but yet, i feel blessed. i am still waiting for Daddy J to show me the way :) we are heading to ramen champion later. take a break from oatmeal :p and enjoying the tetsu ramen :D yay! love!

. slowly let the colors fill your heart .

. it's alright to made mistakes, nothing to worry.
we are human after all :) .





and a cute song to wrapped today :) muacks!

. vow .

yes! i am gonna watch! so koko sandy was telling me this yesterday. if i have a boyfriend next year on valentine's day i am going to watch this with him and cici heny! double date! yes! it's a promise. if i have one :) i am so going to watch this! channing tatum *melt and rachel mc adams! i love her!


just checked mail from cat socrates. new stuff in! ah! i want to visit and grab some stuff :)

. epic failed .

blog, i came back from my failed drawing class! i have no patient to draw detail and draw nice. well, but still thanks to my colleague to guide me for the still drawing. i was clueless, stop drawing for year i think. humm how i wish to illustrate like david downtown. which is aaaah!!! i need to wait for decade! hahahaha.

. failed! but may be next time will be better, please .

. copy ing paul kidby's .

. again, i ended up drawing something else .
i need new inspiration!

. this one is random :p i love my bird ring. the "ring" itself like a branch
which i love! uber cute .

*smooch

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

. do we? .



blog, it's nothing. i was happy listening to rainie yang's songs. i browsed thru this. reminds me of the heartache. it will gone along the way yeah? someone will heal it yeah?

. dumb dumb .


blog, can i share something? i found a dummier person :p

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

. grabbed! .

hey blog, how are you doing? i am doing good! :) so, i was browsing thru katherine's facebook just to grabbed some pictures from heny and sandy's wedding :p i couldn't help but to show off the reckless ericka dress that papa bought for me. i wish i have picture with my other reckless ericka too. with the clog. :p and some pictures from last month baking at home :D


. me and the sisters! aren't they cute .


. lin lin sweet lady! like her .


. me and kath she is cute. i like her too .


. yay! finally! can you see the design of the dress! i love it! thanks, papa! .


. somehow i just love this shoot! hahahaha. but i am too slouchy .

. this is the best that i can get for my other reckless ericka! i wish i snapped a whole look
i can't help but love reckless ericka ;P .

this is random as my life! good day! *muacks

Monday, October 17, 2011

. humph .


blog, i just finished showering i smell nice now with the clean on me shower gel and my face seems moist. i just love this feeling :D. i had nice run, quite intensive stretching. all for strengthen my weak knees. thanks to wilson for that and daryl for the clapping hands. haha. my legs feel like jelly after those. humm i shall said, today i am quite happi but not all happi. coz i am having lil bit trouble with the work stuff. how i wish i am smarter and how i wish i am more creative! :( *sob. but thanks to aza for the pencil ice cream. that's what i really want. love pencil ice cream so much! the best! always make me feel happier. back at home, i am quite disappointed with my little sweet sister. i dislike people who is so calculative. be it about money, workload, or watsoever. but don't worry it's not about money it's about other stuff. humph. she is still young. she will understand along the way she grow up. sad! okie! i've done enough stretch as well. time to i don't know.. browse around? or upload pics on happisis studio or draw? hummm dunno. i feel lost! hahaha. muacks!

. rusty me love .







blog, i am not sleepy just yet. ahh! talking to a friend level up knowing him more! hahahaha and also browsing thru my google reader which i subscribed to lots of awesome blogs and sites. i found this. i must say i love them. the fact about the details and fine line and doesn't look big, rough and scary. and did you see the box? hhaah. wish to have simple emerald cut inside. lols!

Sunday, October 16, 2011

. love is scary .


blog, never i can imagine that love is so scary. thanks God i am not like that. phew! i watched this movie earlier. got it from my friend. i was planning to buy the dvd since it is my fave audrey tautou in it but i didnt. it is diff from beautiful lie which is so much the fun and comedy :p this one is twisted and wicked.

. pig out .


blog! ask me, if i feel guilty eating this late. ah! no! i don't feel guilty at all. hello! it's thai express it's tom yam seafood and my lovely sister being so sweet and brought back for me. since i am so tired to walk out from my room. yes, this body aching! but it shows how much fun i get from yesterday trip :) next month rock climbing, shall we? :D please shafiq we must go there! i want to try. eventho.... shhh don't tell. i am quite afraid of falling! am a loser but i got to be brave and try it! like i tried the cable skiing :D

*btw, thanks burt's bees! my lips is less cracking now. i'll diligently apply you on the lips :D even my sister loves you too.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

. ache saturday .



whole body aching, scratch on knee and hand but indeed it was fun. so fun that i wish i have lots of energy to keep on trying. i had fun indeed despite of my worry about other stuff. i am still a loser! not be able to stand up properly. haha! didn't get to snapped pictures because of the fun.

Friday, October 14, 2011


. murakami imaginator .






knew it from nowness, about haruki murakami's drawing competition. vote vote! there are lots of nice illustrations. love them all!

Thursday, October 13, 2011

. draw lively .





blog, yesterday (coz now the clock strikes 12.04AM!) we had a life drawing class :D but with guy model *blush. i used to draw with lady model so pardon me ;p. ah! i forget how to draw!!! (okay, my drawing never be gorgeous! but for the first few mins i really feel lost. haha! but it gets "better" and in the end i draw different stuff -.-". anw, i had fun! yay! i'll learn from others and be better in drawing coz now iam still a suckie!

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

. green .

HAERSKOGEN from David Luepschen on Vimeo.



. this is just lovely .
by David Lupeschen

Monday, October 10, 2011

. you don't .


if you can't love her why you held her hand, tell her lies make her love you ?

. re-drawn .

how iphone user love to use instagram! i love that apps too. i'll sketch, i'll draw, i'll eat, i'll snap! and uploaded it to instagram. people following you and you follow others. artist sharing their works. fun yeah? i seldom noticed on who is following me. but today i went to a person's intagram and check her photos. she followed me a week ago. and i found a same drawing on her instagram :( don't know if i should feel happy or sad. but i guess i shall feel happy! at least there is someone who likes my drawing so much that she re drawn it :)

. this is my lazy runner drawing which i did a week ago .

. this is her happy runner .

my first fan i supposed ;p

. it is broken .



but someone someday is going to sew it back. don't worry.