nickelback playing on my itunes. yes, i feel semi-emo. what i need now is a friend who i can count on. a best friend, a close friend who is okay for me to selfishly wanted to be here for me when i need one. just sit beside me, listen on my craps. yes, there is nothing like that exist in this world. what exist in this world is when someone help you they'll need something in return. i shall admit i am one of that. i am sick of that. how i wish i have a robot friend (sounds silly i know) programmed only for me. care for me, listen to my stories, dine with me, play with me, read with me, ride with me, jog with me, cry with me, protect me.