Wednesday, June 29, 2011

. today love .

i am not so familiar with cuban music but i do love them. i received news letter from mbs. found out this the bar of buena vista. am curious about it so i goggled them out. guess what! i love it. i wish i have friend to go with me. but i think noh... noone is going with me. for something like this i rather not going alone. unlike lion king, i am going alone yo! :)

*listening to cafe cubano album.

*if i ever get a boyfriend, he has to be FUN! full of challenges and adventurous but also have to be smart and love arts and books.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

. today listen to .

for me this song is more like i let the past be the past and i am going to live my life for the future. what was done is done. what was happened is happen. no regret and not looking back.
. melody gardot .

. today love .

owkay! next month schedule will be tight! real tight! creative industries fair, wedding clip, running, van goh alive exhibition, dali exhibition, vacheron constantin exhibition, THE LION KING SHOW! right on the day i was born! july is going to be F-U-N!

mega told me about this pocket watch exhibition at national museum. ah~ how i love museum ;) and how i love pocket watch! i always want to have one. i feel like old englishmen. i love that feeling. i have one tho.. but it is a hello kitty anniversary pocket watch. nice but not like the vacheron constantin pocket watch which are elegant, classic and beautiful, duh!

. puppet .

have you seen this movie? i have. when i watched it i thought it was quite sweet that david norris being so persistent. somehow this movie still stuck somewhere in my mind. i don't know how should i put it. i feel that i can still accept this movie that time when i watch it. but now.. i think of it again, i find it kinda silly. i actually disagree with this movie. just because emily blunt and matt damon in it, that was why i love it.

Monday, June 27, 2011

. cg protege open house .

have i ever told you that i am working as graphic designer right now? yes, am working at this production house plus animation school called cg protege and tiny island production. fun place! cg protege is having open house on this sunday come come here if you are in singapore and you are interested on 3d stuff =D

. ganbaru .

. hai! ganbaru yo! .

Sunday, June 26, 2011

. you kids of the zits .

MY ZITS MAKING A COMEBACK!!!!!!! lots of stress and lots of thinking lately. what is stress bestfriend? ZITS! #!^%*!#$%#^$%&^!@!(^! i hate it. okay, so today and yesterday i feel happy! having friends came over to my place and turn out to slept over. FUN! having fun people SUPER FUN!! okay, i get better each day. i am glad to be. it really takes time. but start from tomorrow, i'll focus more on work. no more personal stuff. these few months i got enough! :) please, sisca. work harder with me! screw those past and move forward! but not for the zits. zits you move backward and if you can, never show your face! don't go forward. *talkcraps again! wooohoooo! i need to take a nap! my panda circle is so not sexy.


Thursday, June 23, 2011

. poppin .

okay! so, the busy-ness is coming! like, REALLY! lots of work to do at work. which is JOY! yes, stressful indeed and tiring indeed! but from what i sniff now, i am going to learn alot and face alot of new challenge in the future! so pumped up already. i will give the best for the company. i am going back on the weekend one of this weeK!

blog, i had FUN today! i just came back from office with sweat. yeah, we went for BASKET BALL!! yay! can you imagine, hmmm it's been soooo long since the last time me touching and playing with the ball. let's be a man! ;p i am going to slowly train to shoot again!

i can feel papa will be happy when he heard that his daughter besides running now playing basket ball ;p. love and miss him!

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

. if .

. delicious salmon from ikea .

had nice time yesterday night with friends. i felt tired but i just didnt want to go home yet. spending time with those friends were nice. esp, i just knew them recently. i envy them. i wish when i was in a relationship i could hold his hand and be fun together with friends. for me, relationship isnt only for two people but together with everyone else too. knowing each other friends, hanging out together. how i wish it was happening before. but no.. am not regreting stuff but i am just saying and couldnt stop humming "if only..."

Monday, June 20, 2011

. today love .

. henry mancini on my ears :D always love his music .

. anna piaggi .

Sunday, June 19, 2011

. not pretty mouth .

a sweet friend of mine just posted a song on my fb. so cute!

Why is it always the ones we love we try and hide and give our laughter to perfect strangers? Why oh why did I say those words when I saw your face and the way it hurt, I couldn't stop it.
Do you think I enjoy this? Oh no... Please don't confirm it. It's not truthful.

My ugly mouth. Damn those words that come out. Don't dare point the finger, don't accept the consequence, it's not my fault.
My Ugly mouth, Turn it all inside out. Wanna tell you I love you, all I'm hearing is monsters saying, "Get out, Get out, Get out."

What If i told you every night I watch your face by candle light, silent and your protector. It's sad to say you'll never know all the nights I never slept at all, just wanted to know you. Not proud of my temper. Oh no... Don't give up on me. I'm doing better.

. talking craps .

heya, blog! how are you again? :) i wish you best. i am like usual okay and good. went out with my sister's friend just to look for the cheaper opi that i saw yesterday and also hang out with pauz at esplanade after that. i feel peaceful whenever i go there. nice place to calm my own self. hehehe.

i haven't told you yet. recently, i feel proud of myself ;p a little. i have told you how i love my new job. i feel happy coz for the first time i have my own meeting ahhaha to talk about prints. i feel happy. ;p i also am trying to learn about premier and after effects. wow! those tutorials superb! i think one of this day i'll go back to the office just to learn the tutorial. :) i love my working place! cozy! okay then... a lil spot light for myself.

*pssst... i still fall in love with the pumps. ;p and today the other heels. ahhh~

Saturday, June 18, 2011

. green day .

"In brightest day, in blackest night, no evil shall escape my sight! let those who worship evil's might, beware my power Green Lantern's light!"

hey, blog, how are you today? i am all okay like usual. i went to jogged today in the afternoon. i feel good when i sweat and tired. if it is not because of am going to catch a 3 pm movie, i think i might ended up running around east coast. haha. i ran til the underpass to east coast but time is ticking. i don't want to get carried away. i watched green lantern with friends. yes, blog. two couples and one single lady which is me. but it was fun. somehow, i just love green lantern. well, it is of course because of the fact that ryan reynold always looks so hot! and blake lively. ugh, i love her hair so much. btw, blog... i am planning to perm my hair again. i want to dye my hair again too... but am afraid mom and dad will get angry with me ;p anw, i had a good time. okay okay get back to the movie. so, yeah i am not a super hero fans. for me, the only super hero in this world is my dad! but i love this movie. may be because of the effects and also yes, because hal jordan overcome his fear. he is no longer running away from his fear. well, like sacha said every movie are suppose to be like that over come fear and bla bla bla. but may be that's because i met a person who is still live in fear. yes, he who hurt my heart. anw, i won't blame him for being like that. everybody just need to learn to overcome their fear. like what i did as well. slowly i slash away my fear.

prell isn't feeling well tonight which is i wish she get well soon :)

Friday, June 17, 2011

. work me love .

hiya, blog. how are you? i am okay today. feeling better. loving my new job, colleagues, and company. i am happy learning to be more independent here. yes, i am back to the sisca who always only depend on herself. for i am the only graphic designer here. yes, i feel the pressure when i first started. because i am a newbie, not confident enough to let people trust me, not enough experience and all. this is my first design work after years of waiting and fighting. i tend to speak to my ownself... what to do and how to do. yes, because i am the only one who can help myself. my boss is nice enough to let me learn and for me, i love to work fast and ask for more. but he always asked me to slow down :(. i just wanted to show them that they hire a capable person. since i am here, i am part of the family and i just want to give my best to the family. i feel bad and confuse sometimes. i love to work. i love to be given lots of works to do so i can grow more and i can learn more. especially i can forget more. i love to stay up til late at the office. doing stuff, doodling, tweaking. yes, stay here i feel good and also i am really looking forward to the day i move to the other block. where all the cg artist are. being an animator and learn from them. :) *finger crossed.

recently, i feel like watching alfred hitchcock movies.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

. move it move it .

When's the day you start again
And when the hell does you'll get over it begin
I'm looking hard in the mirror
But I don't fit my skin
It's too much to take
It's too hard to break me
From the cell I'm in

Oh from this moment on
I'm changing the way I feel yeah
From this moment on
It's time to get real

Cause I still don't know how to act
Don't know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone
But I still don't know where to start, still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone, you moved on

So how'd you pick the pieces up yeah
I'm barely used to saying me instead of us
The elephant in the room keeps scaring off the guests
It gets under my skin to see you with him
And it's not me that you're with

Oh from this moment on
I'm changing the way I feel yeah
From this moment on
It's time to get real

Cause I still don't know how to act
Don't know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone
But I still don't know where to start, still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone, you moved on

No I can't keep thinking that you're coming back
Cause I got no business knowing where you're at
And it's gonna be hard yeah
Cause I have to wanna heal yeah
And it's gonna be hard yeah
The way I feel that I have to get real

I still don't know how to act
Don't know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone
But I still don't know where to start, still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone, you moved on

. watch .

. i want to watch frida movie .
lately, i am inspired by frida's. her works, her stories, her pain.

btw blog, i watched hangover yesterday. humph... really not my kind of movie -.-" i didn't mean to say that i am innocent but the movie is just not for me. even the jokes i am blur. i think i prefer the first one tho. i was searching for something funny but i couldn't pick up adults joke. i ended up blank. lols! i wish they have mr. popper's penguin yesterday so i can watch.

if it was unfair for her. why it is not unfair for me?

i drank to drown my pain, but the damned pain learned how to swim, and now i am overwhelmed by this decent and good behavior. - frida kahlo

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

. today love .

okay, i never be a jolie fans. wait... i don't have an idol. yes, i don't have one. but this louis vuitton campaign. i love! i never really a fans of lv as well but her vintage louis vuitton monogram alto holdall.
i love! everything from this picture. i love!

. robot .

nickelback playing on my itunes. yes, i feel semi-emo. what i need now is a friend who i can count on. a best friend, a close friend who is okay for me to selfishly wanted to be here for me when i need one. just sit beside me, listen on my craps. yes, there is nothing like that exist in this world. what exist in this world is when someone help you they'll need something in return. i shall admit i am one of that. i am sick of that. how i wish i have a robot friend (sounds silly i know) programmed only for me. care for me, listen to my stories, dine with me, play with me, read with me, ride with me, jog with me, cry with me, protect me.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

. frida .

. today i get inspired by frida kahlo .

. pain princess .

i just found out a brave story and horrible incident that happened to this former model. she used to be so pretty. the kind of beauty that every girl wanted to have. but because of some sicko person. now the scar stays forever. i always think that i am the unluckiest girl on earth. i feel pain and horrible. i still wear that scar on me. at least noone will notice it. but for katie piper. she can't even look at herself on the mirror. i am not sure how she is now but i must say she is so brave!

. pouch ouch .

oooh blister blister on my feet. you guys are so naughty. i rather bought that charles and keith pumps with me home than the flats that hurt my feet. humph! and okay, i promise myself not to taking cab to the office or somewhere so i can save up those cab money and buy something else! this morning i did it again! i took cab to the office and found out noone is here *sob i can get muji pen with that money. okay, it's not about money but i really need to learn how to control myself. so i can fullfil my dream travelling around the world. if i can't stop me from taking cab. how can i stop myself to spend something big. lols. the reason why i was doing so, because i am the most stupid person. i am going to run this evening after work. i have to. i couldn't find my nike iphone pouch. i search and search around and at the end i texted my lil sis. she told me i left it in my hometown when i went back. *dang that was why i couldn't find that thing. i also couldn't find my sport bag. and i couldn't find my one set running attire. yes, i am very hard to please. everything have to be like what i wanted. lols. okay, that's my fun morning!

Monday, June 13, 2011

. whaaaa .

. i have no HELVETICA on my office comp! .

. wishlist .

i just remove the wishlist that i've listed down. i've been thinking about what i want.. i kept on listing down stuff that i wish to buy, yet i still feel there is something that i want most.... which money couldn't buy. i realized.. what i want is just a simple HAPPINESS. i want to be happy. not happi happi on the surface but feel happy and carefree again! it takes time i know but i wish there is a shortcut to it.

. what i need .

i do not need expensive gifts and expensive toys. what i need is honesty and faith.

. g'day, pals .

. yes, i am the rabbit and i love carrots! .

Sunday, June 12, 2011

. entertaining movie .

wooohooo! i had a nice afternoon til evening. yes, blog. i had a nice time today. watching super8! well, i was planning to watch hangover earlier. i knew super8 from shaun and he was wanting to watch it on imax. so i suppose it might be good. steven spielberg is the producer, it must be nice! aaahh! how i can even forget it. it is a jj.abrams movie! fringe!!! hello? i am so careless. that was why when i saw the poster. it was like. hmmm... this name seems so familiar. up until steven told me about it. coz he is a fans of fringe as well. i should say... i like the movie. it is interesting and fun. entertaining movie. kid adventure and all. it gives the old back to the future feeling. the kids, oh yes... i love the kids and also the creature. yes, this movie is just beautiful! i feel like a kid while i am watching it. lols. ok am not good at explaining stuff and give review. i am bad. but for me this movie is entertaining.

yeah! i am back with athos, prothos, aramis and d'artagnam! :) so far, i love it!

Friday, June 10, 2011

i want to watch pal joey!

Gerry Judah: Paintings from Sam Marcuson on Vimeo.

. no .

i feel numb. am not happy, am not sad, am not angry, am not mad, am not disappointed, am not hurt, am not feeling anything. mental disease.

i do feel lil happy the left over happy from yesterday, z is coming to town! :)

Thursday, June 9, 2011

. what 4 year old could do! .

ahmahzing! this kid is ahmazhing. the color harmony, ugh! i wish i can have lil bit of her talents. i found this from love the site as well :) . aelita andre.


. today love .

wood wood i've always love wood. (as i typed this i am humming "i could've dance all night" bed bed i couldn't go to bed. ) << nonsense. am just trying to be funny and which is i know failed! ok, i subscribed to "daily imprint" yes, i love the articles. this is what i love today. wood! i love all about wood! i want my house made by woods. my interior woods! yes, all woods and bamboo. :D brown, grey, white! dark, soft, anything!

*am going to get my bamboo stair from mike soon :) loving it! *breakfast at tiffany's soundtrack on my ears! :)

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

. \rih-SIP-ruh-kayt\ .

the word of the day from the merriam webster is reciprocate. *dang!

. today love .

. haider ackerman .

Monday, June 6, 2011

. my cockney lady .

aaaaahhh~ how i miss my fair lady so much. my all time fave classic. interesting and fun! couldn't get bored of watching it. am so upset my friend lost my dvd just like that :(

can i get whole set of audrey hepburn's dvd for birthday? please........

. fruits .

. my healthy breakfast starts today! .

Sunday, June 5, 2011

. no perfection .

blog, i just finished sex and the city again! :) i didn't go for hangover today as what i planned yesterday. all of sudden i just miss carrie bradshaw. yes, i went to grab the dvd earlier and i got a plus devil wears prada. both my fave. well, of course sex and the city more drama and ugh those fab dress. love!

i cried when i was in the part where mr. big couldn't get out from the car and just left carrie in her vivienne westwood gown. that was the worst. then, when she gets so angry and hit big with flowers. yes, i can see how painful it is.

louise from the movie said. we shouldn't give up on love. yes, i was so naive just like her before i fall deep in love. but no, i give it all up. i don't want to even care or imagine about love at least not for now. may be i just don't deserve love from a man. :) move forward i keep on telling myself. if i don't love myself, who will? this world ain't a fairy tale.

i accomplished my task today. shop for fruits, almond and milk. yay! am going to start my healthy morning :)

Don't be afraid of perfection, you can never reach it - Salvator Dali.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

. fruits a day .

i looked at the mirror and see my skin on my face is so extremely unhealthy! lack of water? no. lack of fruits? yes! so, i've been discussing this with my ownself. let's do it! fruits, milk, almonds every morning! yes. i need to. just to protect my skin in my mid 20s. i don't want to grow old, alone with my ugly skin. let's shop tomorrow! :)

. i didn't got mail .

hey, blog. after working... me and mega fries some fish cake that she got for me from indo. her mom's made them. i should say, delicious! i feel like i've gain weight! but worth it. ;p we watched "you've got mail" while eating the fish cake. i've watched this movie for countless time. there's something about the movie that i love so much. i am not sure what and i don't know why. when i feel sad, happy or bored. i'll grab that movie and just watch it.

joe fox just reminds me of someone. i suppose i'll be the kathleen kelly. ;p i love daisy white daisy. i just need to wait for my joe fox to bring me those friendly flowers. (*enough for the imagination -.-" it won't happen. they only happened in the movie)

tonight, this particular conversation catch my ears

Nelson Fox: I just have to meet someone new, that's all. That's the easy part.
Joe Fox: Oh right, yeah, a snap to find the one single person in the world who fills your heart with joy.
Nelson Fox: Well, don't be ridiculous. Have I ever been with anyone who fit that description? Have you?

well, of course joe fox did! he just hasn't realized it that's all.

Why does this particular conversation catch my ears because yes, i found someone that fit that description. he is rude, arrogant, a bastard, an asshole (mind my language) egoist, super duper not a gentlemen.

enough for the drama, enough for the mr. darcy and elizabeth bennet. love doesn't exist in everybody's life. yes, blog. it doesn't. :)

ok, i feel so full! i think am going to exercise again on monday. tomorrow, shall i do a movie? after church and lunch? yeah, i was thinking hangover part2. something funny to boost my day! hmmm and the charles and keith pump that i've been eyeing for months. discount please!

*pray for jul's uncle that everything will be alright.

aaaaaaooouuuch! ok am just being dramatic. but yes, blog my little shortest chubby finger keep on producing blood earlier. beautiful! (*geezz i turned to a psycho girl) it hurts yo!

am waiting for mega to come!!! excited excited! :)

Friday, June 3, 2011

. anything .

hey, blog! finally i have updated one of our company's website and it's online now. yes, i haven't done much for the design. only editing here and there. adding stuff. seems simple and easy but for me it wasn't that simple. for it is my first time doing this sort of stuff.

you know how i seems like pushing my friends away. yes, i rather spent my time alone or with one or two of them. my movies buddy and my dinner buddy. since i came back here i haven't meet mike, jz and allex yet. yeah, they were my play mate before i started my job. :) seems like everyone is busy fighting for the future! which is nice. no more playing. so, yeah alvin is my dinner buddy recently. i hope bev won't mind ;p. sometimes, i just don't like to eat alone. i was supposed to eat dinner with alvin but he has something up suddenly yeah, david asked him and sacha out. bleah... and i ended up having dinner with them. it was good to finally met sacha again!

he was and still is one of my fave lecturer back then. he is a good lecturer. i wish him well for the job hunting! :) he should come here to the company that i am working now :p. oh yeah! and i ended up watching xmen with them. it seems like this season is super hero season. which is hmmm i don't really interested on them. ehhehe. but xmen was good and entertaining. haha and from few of them i like magnito and beast! aww and i like wolverine as well he looks so dangerous.

blog, have i told you that i was planning to go for van gogh at mbs with mike, jz and allex. yes, but it is not happening not til now :( and i heard from sacha and i went to my bestie google, found out yes, they also exhibit salvador dali's. oh, yes again that i saw dali's work somewhere in singapore before. i still remember i first knew dali when i first start my design class. am so going to visit mbs anytime soon!

funny that i just posted about chupa chups and you know, dali is the one who design chupa chups logo in 1969.