Wednesday, April 6, 2011

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what is going on with today? sigh. i really feel not that pumped up all of sudden. hold hold hold still there sisca, you are going to be okay. just ignore all of that and don't be too stress. cheer cheer cherrio!

btw i still am on reading the count of monte cristo. not once that i ever give a "sigh" and wanted to skip those pages. i enjoy all story. dumas is really genius :) i found this beautiful answer from maximilian to valentine when valentine asked him about what the count of monte cristo have done to him that he really loves him "I own that your question embarrasses me, Valentine, for I cannot say that the count has rendered me any ostensible service. Still, as I have already told you I have an instinctive affection for him, the source of which I cannot explain to you. Has the sun done anything for me? No; he warms me with his rays, and it is by his light that I see you—nothing more. Has such and such a perfume done anything for me? No; its odor charms one of my senses—that is all I can say when I am asked why I praise it. My friendship for him is as strange and unaccountable as his for me. A secret voice seems to whisper to me that there must be something more than chance in this unexpected reciprocity of friendship. In his most simple actions, as well as in his most secret thoughts, I find a relation to my own. You will perhaps smile at me when I tell you that, ever since I have known this man, I have involuntarily entertained the idea that all the good fortune which has befallen me originated from him. However, I have managed to live thirty years without this protection, you will say; but I will endeavor a little to illustrate my meaning. He invited me to dine with him on Saturday, which was a very natural thing for him to do. Well, what have I learned since? That your mother and M. de Villefort are both coming to this dinner. I shall meet them there, and who knows what future advantages may result from the interview? This may appear to you to be no unusual combination of circumstances; nevertheless, I perceive some hidden plot in the arrangement—something, in fact, more than is apparent on a casual view of the subject. I believe that this singular man, who appears to fathom the motives of every one, has purposely arranged for me to meet M. and Madame de Villefort, and sometimes, I confess, I have gone so far as to try to read in his eyes whether he was in possession of the secret of our love."

for me that words mean we might not see anything in physical form but somehow, you can just feel the love, respect, care and appreciation from someone. eventho they didn't show you or buy you a gift or two, but you will never know behind that they actually care for you. ugh i don't know how to explain but i just love that sentences. for me that is beautiful :) gday!

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