i was blind folded, but slowly i feel the warmth in my heart and the joyful that we used to had and i still have it in my heart. i'll cherish them and i am using this time to carefully rebuild what is missing, what is lost in me but only better.
but what about the time? the few years time? well, be it so! time is not the matter. becoming stronger and wiser is the matter. :)
thanks for your love.