. my close friend for months! .
. my beloved cockles .
. uuuuh the spicy basil beef! .
heya! i am in a super duper hyper period! ugh! i think this is because of the run. haha! if only everyday i am like this. when you have problems and when the world turning not as what you wanted. go and run! so, i have 3 things to share to-night.
1. yay! i finished the count of monte cristo!!! but i feel sad i have to parted with the count, abbe bussoni, lord wilmore. haha. they have been my best companion. my best friend for months! until the book cover looks like i owned it for ten years. haha. i closed the book with a big smile. ;D i love this book very much!
"no, indeed i calm," said morrel, giving his hand to the count, "my pulse does not beat slower or faster than usual. no, i feel i have reached the goal, and i will go no farther. you told me to wait and hope, do you know what you did, unfortunate adviser? i waited a month, or rather i suffered for a month! i did hope (man is a poor wretched creature), i did hope. what, i cannot tell something wonderful, an absurdity, a miracle of what nature, he alone can tell who has mingled with our reason that folly we can hope. yes, i did wait, yes, i did hope, count, and during this quarter of an hour we have been talking together, you have unconsciously wounded, tortured my heart, for every word you have uttered proved that there was no hope for me. ohm coundt, i shall sleep calmly, deliciously in the arms of death!"
there is neither happiness nor misery in the world, there is only the comparison of one state with another, nothing more. he who has felt the deepest grief is best able to experience supreme happiness.
"Darling," replied Valentine, "has not the count just told us that all human wisdom was contained in these two words, 'Wait and hope'?"
2. i run today! well, i ran the other day and the other other day. but today is different. i ran and i think nothing. i ran and i am not stopping. i ran and i feel joy. i ran and i am smiling. i ran like i used to be.
3. i ate cockles again!!! o.O" three weeks in a row i keep on eating cockles. this question poped out. my friend asked me "what will you became if you eat too much cockles" and i suddenly think and think and may be i should stop or may be just take a break for at least a month or so? and she said i remind her of walrus and carpenter from alice in the wonderland hahaha. guess what? i am the walrus! she said, because i am the one who ate poor baby oysters.