Monday, February 28, 2011

. great love .

gosh, this song is really something. makes me shed a tear. you can feel his love to his love one ( if you know the story about him and his love one. )

. on reading .

so, yeah i've finished my on writing and thanks for "you" now i am in like with the count of monte cristo by alexandre dumas. how i wish i have a silent week so i can finished them all! altho i don't quite understand some of the words but i just carry on with it. they are beautiful to even pronounce and not understand it ;p.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

. myself .

finally, i step in the flower shop i always passed by and purchased my very own flowers for myself. i always love those flowers and how i wish they still have them in white but still they are beautiful.

Friday, February 25, 2011

Always keep your eyes open, never go to sleep in the car, or anything like that. Keep watching because whatever you see out the window can inspire you." Grace Coddington

after watching september issue, i slowly learn not to sleep in the bus! muah!

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Something maybe annoying you at the moment or you may think something is wrong with the world. These feelings could become an ingredient for creation. It means that even things-yet-to-have-form could possibly be designed.REI KAWAKUBO

. tumbeasts cute .

isn't this cute? i was opening my tumblr and this pop out instead.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

. animation notes .

i was stumbled upon a blog and saw this... may be some of you've read it before

but may be some of you haven't so here is it =D. here is the link

please do check out

*finger crossed one day i'll be animator! not only
on paper but real animator :) muah!

. bipolar .

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

. caged .

yellow!! =) i hope you like it my uncolored caged girl btw, she is mara t. shell. t for tiffany muah!

Monday, February 21, 2011

. til you come home to me .

I don't want to be the one to say goodbye
But I will, I will, I will
I don't want to sit on the pavement while you fly
But I will, I will, oh yes I will

Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back around
Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back
The only way to really know is to really let it go
Maybe you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back to me

I don't want to be the first to let it go
But I know, I know, I know
If you have the last hands that I want to hold
Then I know I've got to let them go

Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back around
Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back
The only way to really know is to really let it go
Maybe you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back

I still feel you on the right side of the bed
And I still feel you in the blankets pulled over my head
But I'm gonna wash away, oh I'm gonna wash away everything til you come home to me

Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back
In the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back

Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back around
Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back
The only way to really know is to really let it go

Maybe you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back to me
You're gonna come back to me
You're gonna come back to me

. waiting still .


i am still waiting for the answer of my job application....

. weekend is fun because of you! .

. dear lion .

i am so going to watch lion king musical. i won't missed it again. not like i missed rodgers and hammerstein's cinderella and the phantom of the opera! i shall watch lion king no matter what! therefore, i shall save money! to get a good seat! i hope by that time the ticket is not sold out -.-" wait for me dear lion i am coming to get you!!=D muuuah!

Sunday, February 20, 2011

. everybody wants to be love .

hope this brighten your day, guys =)


Saturday, February 19, 2011

. please support the artist thank you .

wohoooo!!! i am suppose to be super doooper troooooper happi today! but bacause of some other stuff humph. that was sucks!

but hey guys =D my friend julia who is a make up artist, she joined a freshkon competition and i am lucky to be her model =D SHE MADE IT TO FINAL 8! I AM SO VERY PROUD OF HER! THANKS DADDY J!! :) so.... to support the artist, please i need your support and "like" for the picture if you love it. we will really appreciate it... Here is the picture and below is the link to the picture =)

So, you got to click this link, and clik "like" if you love it but before that, you guys have to like the freshkon page first =D bunch of thanks and love *wink


Friday, February 18, 2011

. am i not .

emo says "am i not soft to be cuddled? am i not beautiful to be miss? am i not unique to be kept? am i not loud to be heard? am i not fragile to be taken care? am i not worthy to be love? am i not... am i not...?"

. enchanting .

. Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky .

. Frédéric François Chopin .

i love tchaikovsky and chopin today! i always love them. ha! i wish to attend lots of lots of classical performance but i need lots of blink blink for that. huff... tchaikovsky and chopin cheer me up today :)

. dear room .

huff... for the 10000 times i want to revamp my room! well, nothing much i can do with my room because dear room is so tiny. lols and when it is fixed! the bed, the table, the drawer, all custom made and it was my idea to have this small little dear room so as the design... my dad just doing his job to asked the designer to made one for me. i am grateful for that. but i really need to may be change the look? hmm may be added some stuff? like my long time crush bamboo ladder? or a mirror? or paint my wall with my doodles? please help me -_-" i really need to change the look! but i still want it to be white....

Thursday, February 17, 2011

. padawan out there .

.waha~ i am just doing COPY and PASTE! of the email that i've received from a nice lady from our 3dsense Media School. dear animator out there! come quick and apply! i wish i can but i don't have new porto to show :( it would be great if you got in =D .

huaaaaa see you next program my JAR JAR BINKS *i have no idea why less people love JAR JAR BINKS uh he is such a cute guy!

Jedi Masters Apprenticeship Program (24 weeks) - Animation Track

The Jedi Masters Program is the most extensive training program ever offered by Lucasfilm. Its goal is to identify talented young artists and train them under the mentorship of instructors from Industrial Light & Magic, Lucasfilm Animation and LucasArts.

Over the course of the 24 week training program, apprentices will gain valuable experience through a series of intensive classes followed by full immersion in a production environment. The Jedi Masters Program closes the gap between instruction offered by traditional digital media schools and the rigorous requirements of the video game, visual effects and animation industries.

Trainees who complete the program and demonstrate an appropriate skill level will be eligible for positions at Lucasfilm Singapore.

Study, learn and be
paid as an apprentice in the Jedi Masters Program.

Jedi Masters Apprenticeship Program - Animation Track

The Animation Apprentice for the Jedi Masters Program works with the Lucasfilm Animation Singapore Training team to further their abilities as CG animation artists with the intention of working on production shots once training is completed. This Animation Apprenticeship focuses on bringing 3D Characters to life. Animation apprentices are responsible for movement, facial expression and lip-synch of characters.

Basic Skills:
* Create convincing animated performances for a variety of human and non-human characters.
* Work with competency, energy and enthusiasm within a team environment.
* Demonstrate good listening and communication skills by openly receiving direction and criticism.
* Ability to ask good questions to confirm clear understanding of the direction and the approach to the work.
* Demonstrate basic presentation/communication skills in dailies/shot review by clearly and briefly outlining what has been accomplished.
* Demonstrate the development of an artistic eye.
* Demonstrate the ability to prioritize tasks and manage time well.

Education and Experience:
* Portfolio and/or reel demonstrating character animation proficiency is required.
* Familiar with CG fundamentals and terminology.
* Work experience in CG or fine arts is preferred.
* Experience using Maya software preferred.

If you think you've got what it takes to be an apprentice, then send us the following:
* A letter explaining your motivations for joining the Jedi Masters Program
* Your resume (personal background, academic and career history) and indicate the discipline you would like to apply for.
* Submit a LINK to your ONLINE or DOWNLOADABLE portfolio and/or demo reel (a selection of your best work).
* Do not send original materials; sent materials will not be returned to candidates.
* Basic English language skills required (spoken and written)
* Please name and label all your resumes and portfolio properly.

Selection Process:
The Jedi Council (a.k.a a panel of senior artists and instructors from Lucasfilm in the US and Singapore) will review every resume and portfolio received from candidates. You may be required to complete a test as well.
Final candidates will be selected by Lucasfilm Singapore at its sole discretion.

Once accepted, you will be asked to sign an Apprentice Agreement as well as a Non-Disclosure form since you will be privy to confidential materials.
The Apprentice Agreement states that upon successful completion of the program, graduates are required to work in Singapore for 18 months.

While actual padawans are asked to build their own lightsabers to complete their training, you will get the chance to work on actual projects. Your mentors will regularly evaluate your performance based on demonstrated talent, artistic skills, technical competence, teamwork, effective communication, problem solving abilities, as well as passion.
The first three months is a probationary period where the Apprentices and mentors will evaluate whether this is the right match and if they should continue.

Upon successful completion of the program, students will have a graduation and receive a certification.
Hiring decisions for full-time positions in the studio will be based on the overall performance/skills of each Apprentice, as well as the number of open positions in the studio.
Successful completion of the training does not guarantee a full time position within the studio and the Apprentices not hired will have to find work elsewhere in Singapore.

The Animation Track will start on
May 2nd, 2011.

Application deadline: 31 March 2011

. kyo .

kyo, moomin ga suki. kyaaa.... mommin wa totemo kawaii O.o gee~ i feel like going back to my japanese class again!


. poet .

hahaha today i try this site i got from this blog, find your poet name! mind is AMANDA RUDDIGORE


Wednesday, February 16, 2011

. cute smartie .

uh! i wish there is a real one like this. so uh cute!

. finger crossed .

finally! i am sending out my resume. *finger croosed please Daddy J please bless me and help me. plese fairy god mother use your biddibbi bobbiddi boo as well. *-* have a great day you! :)


. hoaaaaa .

. the blake.

isn't it amazing if someone named you after a beautiful creation? well, i mean our parents did that when we were born in this beautiful place. but i meant after that... like what just happened to blake lively. uh! she is such alucky and pretty lady. i never had actors and actresses that i really really adore before. not until miss serena came out. she is the first actress that i adore. love her style! hoa... so, i was checking my mail and i browse thru and i saw christian louboutin names a shoes after her! isn't that uh-maging? i envy you miss lively :p i don't even ever touch that legendary red sole shoes before and now a shoes after your name. clap clap =) oh yeah! and blake for carrie bradshaw? can't wait!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

. like love miss .

i like you i like you i like you i like you i like you i like you i like you i like you i like you i like you i like you i like you i like you i like you i like you i like you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you

nothing can beat those words, eh? muah!

. dream a dream dreams .

yahoooo~ how are you guys doing? how is your valentine day? i bet the city area was flooded by couples with flowers. i found this lovely story from my suitcase heart uh i love her blog. always fill with lovely and beautiful stories. well, i wish your valentine day was lovely :) for me i had a lovely dinner the food was good except the potato gratin was disappointment but i had a good time. thanks!

hmm this morning i have a huge urge for wanting to be a kindergarten teacher. i always want to be one. i love kids and i enjoy the time being with kids... story telling, be dirty with paint all over the clothes, chasing and playing with them. ugh, they are adorable, rebellious in a good way, they are smart and full of imagination. i was heading to the office today by bus and i saw these 2 adorable kids on the bus. hoaaa... they are so cute! so active and smart. hmmm if only i have my pr approved by the government. i am free to be what i wanted to be! =D gee... i have lots of dream how am i going to fulfill all of them? lols! but what i need now is change job! change to design job and slowly catching up to the rest of my dreams =)

linus : I never realized it before, but a school teacher is a very delicate instrument!

have a good day!


Monday, February 14, 2011

. happi weekend .

today i wake up with light headed o.O but that's ok, i had fun weekend. charlie brown cafe, california pizza kitchen, newton circus, singapore art museum, coffee club, lau pa sat, king speech, mccafe! hoa! the past weekend were all about enjoying life, eat and be fatty! ahhahaha.

. i need a design job .

it's been almost a year i am in this trading company. i really need a job in design field. hoa!!!! *screaming please to tell me if any graphic design company is hiring in singapore. i'll really appreciate it. :)

. happi v day! .

. happi valentine's day from happisis! .

.i love the fact that today is another lovely day for you and me.


Friday, February 11, 2011

. 3 questions .

my friend posted this on his facebook. oh~ valentine is coming.. i am envy them really. while i was watching this i almost cry don't know why... and i keep on smiling. how sweet

. ugh! i want to watch .

movie that i've been waiting for.... and i must watch it!!!

the king's speech


blue valentine

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

. mini vader .

i can't stop watching this ads so cute!

. how i wish .

how i wish i can visit art exhibition since last year and i haven't get a chance to do so. i just checked sam website and found lots of interesting exhibition going on now. how i wish i can go there with D.

. small enough .

oh, great god, be small enough to hear me now
there were times when i was crying
from the dark of daniel's den
and i have asked you once or twice
if you would part the sea again
but tonight i do not need a fiery pillar in the sky
just wanna know you're gonna hold me if i start to cry
oh, great god, be small enough to hear me now

oh, great god, be close enough to feel you now
there have been moments when i could not
face goliath on my own
and how could i forget we've marched around
our share of jerichos
but i will not be setting out a fleece for you tonight
just wanna know that everything will be alright
oh great god, be close enough to feel you now

all praise and all honor be
to the god of ancient mysteries
whose every sign and wonder turn the pages of our history
but tonight my heart is heavy
and i cannot keep from whispering this prayer
"are you there?"

and i know you could leave writing on the wall
thats just for me
or send wisdom while i'm sleeping,
like in solomon's sweet dreams
but i don't need the strength of samson
or a chariot in the end
just want to know that you still know how many hairs
are on my head
oh great god, be small enough to hear me now

in the time like this, i really need You to hold my hand Dear Daddy...

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

. fairy god father .

cinderella is my all time favorite fairy tale story and i am sure every girl dreams to be like cinderella. for me, found someone who care and love me as who i am. giving me laugh, smile, tears, getting married in a beautiful white gown with salvatore ferragamo bow tie pump is my version of cinderella story. i hope this is not a jinx to say what i wish for my future marriage (i am actually smiling and blush a little right now) nah, i am not crazy for marriage. one should never rush a marriage.

i write this because for some reason i just feel very happy that i found out, ferragamo is the lovely ever after cinderella's shoe maker. when i first saw that bow tie pump, i tell myself that is going to be "the one". and no, i didn't buy the pump yet. i am going to wait for the day eventho still long way to go. but i'll wait until the special day come. aww! how it is so wonderful and perfect =) for me ferragamo is a fairy godfather with his magic he'll make every girl their own cinderella story.


. break warn .

“She’ll only break your heart, it’s a fact. And even though I warn you, even though I guarantee you that the girl will only hurt you terribly, you’ll still pursue her. Ain’t love grand?” — Ms. Dinsmoor

. tennis .

shaun and jz

my dad always wanted me and my sisters to play tennis. he even bought a pair of tennis rackets for us. but sadly, those rackets just hang on my dad's office. he'll be thrilled if he found out his daughter begins to like tennis. last week, jz and shaun came to my place to play tennis. it was jz's idea. since he said he always wanted to learn how to play so we ended up with shaun taught us how to play. wow! i love it. ahha. i have no idea why i didn't like it when my dad even willing to pay a coach to teach us tennis. i love this! i can't wait til the next tennis =D oh yeah, D is back in town! :)

Monday, February 7, 2011

. pain pain pain .

pain pain pain go away...
and please don't come back
i don't know how to handle you...

please bring me flowers instead of pain...
i'll take care of them and won't let it die..

. i want a watch for my bday, please? i can wait .

i want a watch! watch! watch! my mom and dad used to bought me lots of watch. whenever we went travelling i will bring myself a watch home. i love to change my watches. now, i want a new watch. nixon watch please? so cute!!!! uber cute!!
i'd like to have the mixed red,yellow,blue and mixed white, yellow, pink, blue.

wohooooo!!! charlie brown cafe in town!! who doesn't love charlie??? ya' tell me! i love love love snoopy. my fave childhood character =D and still loving those peanuts character. uhhH~ i am so going there to eat. i got to tell D and we'll go there together :)