Monday, November 29, 2010

i always love french songs. all about this enchanted place are so enchanting, beautiful, romantic =) we don't need to learn how to understand french to love this =D i love this song by the first lady of france


well, of course you cannot ever forget this lady as well, this is beautiful

.el bow pa th ches.





yeah, i always have a thing for elbow patches cardigans elbow patches sweater, elbow patches this and that. i love it. i wish i have one hangin on my wardrobe.

.ins ta gram oh i lo ve yo u.

snowy globe from papa
eugene
mega mind my hero!
rapunzel
bat girl christmas gift from dierdre chama
sylvanian's family bday gift from lisa
lego santa


maximus

as i said before, i am no technology friends. i never use hi-tech phone before, my family, my friends were always make fun of that. but this year! i've been using this 2 hi tech phone ehehhe. when i went back to indonesia early this year, my dad notice my phone and he was saying that since i am going to work soon, why don't i get a nicer looking phone. bleh, i never really think about that before. if only i want a nice phone, i want it to be iphone! i love apple! love the simple and chic design of their products!

my friends keep on bugging me about buying this blackberry so that we all can chat together. but what to say? i don't really like it. then, came that day.. the day that my dad notice my little pink l'amour phone, he decided to buy me one new blackberry phone. right after our nice dinner, we went to buy that blackberry.. and that was my first hi-tech phone ever! but i feel like i am cheating... i still want iphone if i ever get a hi-tech phone -.-" but i couldn't break my dad's feeling. yeah, never broke my dad feeling if he is going to buy us stuff.. or he will turns grumpy. hahaha he is cute, isn't he? yeah, that's my dad.

after few months, thanks to my other little sister who wanted blackberry as well! i gave her mine! and i can get iphone for my self. so, i've been using this phone for months! and never really aware about the app. until i found this nice app called instagram. oh my! i love it. =p i keep on taking picture of things and tweak the colors and oh how much i love it. now i have instagram and now i am starting to use tumblr as well! ah, i just love them. i wish to have a nice camera... but i think that can wait... and i am going to playing with my lomo toys again!! thanks to instagram! =p

Friday, November 26, 2010

.christmas.

christmas is coming!! the season that i always hoping and wishing that it come fast. if it possible, i want to live in christmas land. surrounding by pretty trees from baby tree to the eldest tree that still charming. snow covering them and christmas lights twinkling everywhere. christmas ornaments hanging on the tree. mr.snowman singing everywhere. uh wouldn't it be lovely?

*i wish to have a happier christmas this year,please?

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

.hold my hand.

uh oh i am in love with mj x akon song!


.you are going to be fine.

.cool tool for cg.

jd just "finished" the awesome tool for animators. yeah! animators will love this!! i am no computer geek person. i know nothing about what's going on in the world of tech. yeah technology and me are like never be BFF but this one is cool! he said this isn't all finished yet but i try to use downloaded and try it. the awesome thingy called PYSCRIBBLER. do check it out yo! =)

*i feel like animating again, jd!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

.ran-dum.

.i also heart chanel particuliƩre nail polish.

.random post.

i

.heart.



Sunday, November 21, 2010

.i don't like it.

six or may be seven years i am in singapore... this is the second time i feel really awful

Thursday, November 18, 2010

.colors.

my water colour is always so bad. humm forgive me if this is not good. but i am having fun with it. ;)

.spell.


i can't get it out of my mind. i wish hermione is here and she cast a spell on me only one word "obliviate" and i will forget all the unhappy thoughts.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

.hoaaa hoaaa huaaaa.

.i want lanvin not flowers!.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

.gown gown gown.






i keep on wondering why i love to watch bride wars again and again and again. now i know the main reason! just to look at the vera wang gown that liv wore for her wedding. ahh~ isn't that classy, lovely, sweet oh that ribbon makes her all so sweet. same goes to christian lacroix and vivienne westwood gown that carrie wear for vouge photoshoot. ah! so i love those! oscar de larenta, galliano, aaah how i love love love thee. blah! mine will be don't know when!

Monday, November 15, 2010

.happi birthday.



today is v birthday! yeah! he turns shh.... ok, happi birthday to you! i am suppose to send him a birthday card. but for some reason i couldn't :(. well well he is a good friend to me. i have to thank him for always listen to my bla blah blah bleh~ he helps me alot as well. all the best for him and hope that his dream comes true. and hey, v! you should find you a partner soon! :p whoever she is. she will be lucky to have my friend! i'll sure send you a card next year! hahaha


.what do you see.

i know a song from my friend joseph! hahaha. we will sing this together at class and everyone will start complaining. that was fun. i miss that time. it is from CHITTY CHITTY BANG BANG. although i've watched the show last few years at esplanade. but i couldn't remember this song =p. the only one that caught my ear is the chitty chitty bang bang song. but i love this doll on a music box song as well!

What do you see
You people gazing at me
You see a doll on a music box
That's wound by a key
How can you tell
I'm under a spell
I'm waiting for love's first kiss
You cannot see
How much I long to be free
Turning around on this music box
That's wound by a key
Yearning
Yearning
While
I'm turning around and around
What do you see
(Truly Scrumptious)
You people gazing at me
(you're truly truly scrumptious)
You see a doll on a music box, that's wound by a key
(scrumptious a...)
How can you tell I'm
(whe...)
Under a spell I'm
(...)
Waiting for love's first kiss
(honest truly, your the answer to my wishes)
You cannot see
(Truly Scrumptious)
How much I long to be free
(though I may seem presumptuous)
Turning around on this music box that's wound by a key
(ne..)
Yearning
(my heart beats so unruly)
Yearning
(because I love you truly)
While I'm turning around and around)
(honest, Truly I do)

blah blah blah bleh

i feel so messed up recently and yes! my cough is getting worst and worst it makes my head feel lil painful. hate that. i couldn't really sleep well last night. humm thanks for my understanding sister who bring me cup of water and the medicine that i forget to take -.-" in the middle of my about to sleep but cannot sleep time. yeah, i always forget to take my medicine eversince i was little.

i start to promise myself that i will treat this poor not so little me better. so what, if other better than me? that's why i need to work harder and try to push all personal matter aside! sometimes, it hurts when you care too much about someone but they are not doing the same thing. well, i learn that i was wrong. we won't feel hurt if we didn't expect anything in return. so.. yeah i did expect something in return from certain people. that's why i am wrong here. i am not suppose to do that and it hurts when someone, really close to you said that they wanted to write an article about you but don't know how to... i always think, when you close to someone, what you remember about them are all the good stuff.. the happi and nice moment that you guys had but seems like... me and that certain friend we don't have that.. at least that friend doesn't have what i felt. it hurts but it's okay. it doesn't really matter anymore anyway... because you know what is wrong with you.

forgive me for my sudden emo. i hate that i feel this way. that is why i must change! try to be better and one day there's someone who will really appreciate me.

btw.. i really miss marsha :( i wouldn't be like this if she is here. she is a really good friend ever to me.

thank God for all He gave to me as well as those days when i felt hurt and stress and confuse. anything happened for a reason.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

.messy messy me.

i feel so messed up these whole week. i couldn't finish fixing my portfolio, have dateline for the design work, my design sucks! my body has been weak for this whole week and i have personal prob with my friend. i just feel this world doesn't like me anymore. Lord, is it because i didn't attend the church services =( i am sorry. but i know you wouldn't be so cruel. forgive me to be a bad daughter of yours.... i am longing for your words and love Daddy. i feel lonely. i feel cold and sad. i don't like this feeling. i feel confuse and i need You to hold my hand again and walk me to the right path. ='(

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

.talking to the moon.

hummph! may be cycling from 7am to 3pm isn't a good idea with that sunny bright mr sunshine outside. now i fall sick! it's my fault. i supposed to rest but i didn't coz' i was trying to finish work. instead, i slept late at night for few days in a row. haaiz i really need to treat my body better. sick is sucks. humph. plus other thing happened yesterday. i feel hurt and sad!

but thanks z to share this bruno mars song. this is sweet song! i love it. i feel sad tho.. when i listened to this song... but i just love it. you should listen to it too =)

talking to the moon


I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

Monday, November 8, 2010

.the cutest christmas.




uuh ohh prada you are so cute! hint for chirstmas present, pleeaseee!! *teary eyes

.slowly.


slowly, i am learning to let it go and let it be.

Monday, November 1, 2010

how are you, guys? =) i wish you all happy and incredibly in a good shape. recently, i feel so happy! i love my life, most of all i love my Daddy J. i feel like He answer all my prayers. last week, i began to design stuff for my friend from indonesia. she'll look for the clients and she will deal with all the production and i'll just dealing with all the design. finally! then, i met sokkuan who is incredibly nice, willing to help me in improving my portfolio. and finally, my gm increase my salary. my sister got her spass approved. isn't this amazing?? i got to thanks my "bro" and thanks Daddy J for that. i love you Daddy =D.