Thursday, October 28, 2010


i am sleepy

but hey, Kate and Laura Mulleavy of Rodarte. They rocks!


Monday, October 25, 2010

sophie black (isn't this just gorgeous?)

how are you people?? =D i wish you all the happiest and the best. i have a fun, great and lazy weekend. but today i feel extra happy. let me tell you something. i went to this talk "Good Drawer ≠ Good Commercial Illustrator – Being Artistic and Realistic" by Sokkuan. i am so glad that i went there last saturday. i knew this event from my friend.. well, not exactly like that. this event was posted on OIC site. i knew about OIC from my friend. i went to their site and i found this event. sounds interesting. coz i wish one day i can really be as good as those illustrator and i wanted to be children book illustrator. -.-" poor me my creativity and imaginary not that powerful like them so as my drawing. but i'll try harder. i have to! =)

oh yeah, i feel extra happy coz' sokkuan is a very nice artist. i asked her for some advices, talked to her in person after the talk... coz i wasn't dare to speak up and ask qs during the q & a session. =p forgive me. i have no guts i never have. hahaha. but i am happy that i talked to her. and she is being so kind and let me meet up with her face to face this saturday. how happy i am! do check out her works here. i love her sophie black character. i still remember i was admiring sophie black last few years when ION orchard wasn't open yet. i was wondering who is the artist that created sophie black. i totally love this character. and now i can see and talk to her in person. =D thank you, sokkuan =D can't wait until we meet again. *biting my nails

Monday, October 18, 2010

.rabbits me like u.

again!! i love love love love RABBIDS
they are so cute so dumb and funny
i want to have a wii so i can play with them hahaha

.give thanks.

i had rough days these few months. starts from there to here. i feel like shit sometimes and i just want to shout out loud so that the world would notice me and Daddy J could hear me. i wish i can get better job and especially the job that i really love. i learnt alot from this current job well.. mentally. my mom told me to endure it and just put my heart on it. eventho i don;t like it. i feel like crying sometimes.. i feel like this has no meaning. it happens again about my personal life. i might or might not be with the one i care. i feels like Daddy J been testing me. see if i can gone thru this state.

yesterday service really woke me up. instead of keep on complaining, i should give thanks to the mighty Lord for He who gave me this breath of life and allowed me to sit right here and typing this. i always blind and never look around me. never look at how lucky i am with this life, my parents, my sisters, him, my best friends. eventho i don't get what i want, that doesn't mean i won't get it one day. i just need to work harder as God has His own plan for me. i am sure that plan is as beautiful as the flowers and butterflies that He created. forgive me Lord for being so selfish.

"You turned my wailing into dancing. You removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy, that my heart may sing to you and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give you thanks forever."

Friday, October 15, 2010

.crying earth.

the earth is crying <--- my sister said


how are you guys? i am sure everyone is doing good no.. amazing! these few days are kinda rough for me. i guess the world doesn't really like me. hummph! but i have to keep on moving, no? all those rough days will be the bonus lessons that i never get from school. waaahhh... so tired today! i wish everyone be great and happy.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

.wouldn't it be nice.

someday oneday.. i just want someone to hold my hand, lift up my face and look right to my eyes and tell me "silly girl, don't you dare to worry about a thing. coz you don't deserve it. i am here to protect you and hold your hand and never leave you alone." wouldn't it be nice if you have someone like that around you? you feel safe and sound. finally you can pray to God and say "thank You,Lord.. to bring me such a great gift in my life."

Monday, October 11, 2010

Friday, October 8, 2010

today i have a lil crush on this jo malone candle. i am going to add in to my wishlist note for sure. seems like this jo malone is somehow magical. i want to lid one of them and enjoy the day with a book. i think that must be loverly and relaxing.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

.yum yum.

my cutie little sister


hmm... i've been falling in love with cooking. cooking is fun besides those pile of mountain dishes to wash, of course! chopping those onions and garlic, sauté them on the hot sizzling pan with olive oil or creamy softly butter until they turned golden brown... hummm even the first step sounds so exciting. yeah me, button and my lil sis have been cooking these days. we cooked our lunch and dinner together. well, we are not a good even great cooker but we keep on trying till we got it right. that was real fun! i love it. next thing to do is try to bake pretty cakes.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

.look at me.

yeah when your world is falling apart
when there's no light to break up the dark
that's when i hope you to look at me
when the waves are flooding the shore
and you can't find your way home anymore
that's when i hope you to look at me
i will love you for who you are
and you know you are not alone
i will appear just like a dream to you
just like kaleidoscope colors
that cover you

yeah you... someone somewhere someday

Friday, October 1, 2010

.darcy button.

he is a beautiful present given to me few days after my birthday. he was adopted by me thru someone whom i care on 8th of August 2010. isn't he just lovely? i love him as much as i love the person who gave me.

. i want .

sketch by me

iwant to...
travelling alone, exploring new stuff and culture
slash my laziness
finished my animation
sewing a doll
printed out my design
working at animation studio
be a children book illustrator
attend paris, london, milan fashion week
own mcqueen piece
happily enjoying nama champagne choco from royce
happily enjoying few bars of dark choco
cook nigella's recipes
bake rachel allen cake
have colorful set of marker and learn how to use it properly
do water color painting
have rubber stamps collection

i want alot of things but i never ever can fulfill not one of them.