I feel weird. I feel there's something inside here. I don't know what that is. cry? I don't even shed a tear or two. sad? why should I? happy? well, I'm happisis. so what is that? I don't know. I tell myself and promise her that I won't let myself worry bout anything. just enjoy your time and days and companion. you'll be fine and she'll find someone that claimed her to be his. ahhh~ I guess I know what that is all about! Gnite!