i just realized how lucky i am. hmm may be i am being so emotional today, because of all the wishes and greeting. but i feel much more better 500 times better and 500 times happier. i am blessed with all my friends around me, my sisters, my mom and dad and my dearest grandma. oh, how i miss her. love you guys! and for z who is never been my 'real' friend but i am so glad that i know him, he always be my victim to all the nag and all the sad sis mode.