Monday, May 31, 2010

lost, found?

Have you ever feel scared of losing something? You have this feeling in your chest that you don't know how to describe it. you want it to be remove from your body coz' it's bothering you so much. i wish i am living in the fairy tale land. where there is no pain, no anger, no thinking, just happiness and happily ever after. this less than a year, really is something. i have to fight for lots of blue devils. sometimes, i feel that i couldn't take it anymore. i am tired to be strong. for once, i want to be selfish and greedy. i hate to say this but now i feel like i am the unluckiest girl in this world. i'm sorry for this unhappi post. Humm may be this is just for awhile.. or may be not? So just let me dirty my blog for awhile. Life is all about cmyk,huh?

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Saturday, May 29, 2010


Aren't they lovely?

i just love to share >.< feel so bored right now and i was just browsing around. hmmm i am no fashion designer but i am one who really adore and admire those great creation by great artistic people. again, i was browsing around and found the final presentation piece (if i didnt get it wrong, if yes i apologized and let me correct them) of the unique Alexander McQueen. how can we not love McQueen? you tell me! they are gorgeous, they are wonderful! just like an ancient painting, so worthy and need to be keep so safely and carefully. well, i might be over reacted but i just don't care =p. i am so in love with the second piece >.<. again.. we miss u McQueen.

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colorful strips signature

I always have a thing for this colorful strips signature. Thanks to this multi talented English fashion designer. They caught my eyes when i first saw it. Simple, smart, creative, happi! At least that's what i think =) I like to enter his store but well of course i couldn't afford to bring back his designs home. The thing that i could afford to buy is his flora fragrance, after i save up my student allowance for few months ahhaha. I love the bottle design, simple and lovely so as the smell.

I found list of some thoughts by sir paul smith from vogue's site. I love his thoughts. Okay, so those tots will inspire me from today on.

by Paul Smith

Start something new
Take pleasure seriously
Work is not about shorter hours or longer hours, it's about every hour
Look at the world through the eyes of someone you respect, admire and love
You can't do it without doing it
Make room to break the rules
Stop making sense... Logic is predictable... Think differently

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Thursday, May 27, 2010


i've been wanting to share this since the first time i flipped thru these books at kinokuniya. i just love those books. they are filled with nice, beautiful, incredible hotels, shops, restaurants design. i wish i could visit one of them =D

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why when a girl feel sad and broken, she looks like a kitten that lost and couldn't find her way home. I thought I am strong. I want to be like Mulan who is so strong. Strong like a guy. But even Mulan isn't strong enough. Huff. This year, lots of things are happening. Well, not even a year. Sigh, may be this is something that Daddy J wants me to go through. The ups and the downs. In the time like this, I wish that I never grow up and stay in Neverland with lost boys and enjoy every single days with mud and wild animals and of course with joyful songs! But i also wish i am Tinkerbell. Because she is so tiny, she couldn't keep a lot of emotion in one time. I wish i could just forget that i am so sad right now and replace it with happy tots. Humm i think i just feel lost and i wish someone will hold my hand and bring me home soon.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

velveteen rabbit

i was bored and browsing thru internet this afternoon. I found couple titles of children story books and all about bunnies. As i love bunnies! =) I found this velveteen rabbit and the miraculous journey of edward tulane. my eyes got caught and i was so curious about those books and wanted to know what are the stories. At the end, i went to kinokuniya after i finished my work, and i went to hunt for the books. i found them and i brought them home.

i just finished reading velveteen rabbit. there are few lines that i like.
"what is real?" asked the rabbit one day. " does it mean having things that buzz inside you and stick out handle?" "real isn't how you are made," said the skin horse. "it's a thing that happens to you. when a child loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but really loves you, then you become real." "does it hurt?" asked the rabbit. "sometimes," said the skin horse, for he was always truthful.

what is happiness and love? does it mean having a rainbow in the sky and butterflies inside your stomach?" "those thing happens to you when there's someone who loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but really loves you, then you'll feel safe and become happy." "does it hurt?" "sometimes, sometimes when you almost found it and it turns out to be they are not the one. you'll get hurt."

along the way i am reading this story book, it reminds me of all my stuff toys. i hope they are not feeling lonely and sad. i'll give them kiss before i go to bed. =p

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