i've been thinking.... if i should really take a break from this whole fairy tale dream of mine and just wake up. it is rather surreal coz i've been dreaming and trying hard to reach that dream (well, maybe not hard enough) on my own these few years 'til today. i feel like i'm in the "amélie" movie... i am amélie and i'm living in my own world and tots. if what i think is true and there's no ending for this dream, then i wish someone could actually pull me out from this silly dream of mine, even if it's hard to do.
if it's not mine it will never be mine, no matter what i do, no matter how long i wait. =)